.: something that comot can say :.

:: GorJes CloSeT ::

2010-04-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

salam sume..

feel free to visit my online shop ya..

http://gorjescloset.blogspot.com

pre order catalogue is up now.. order ends on 18th april. 2010.. hurry up ya.. hope to hear from you soon

much Love
Yana

:: manuka honey ::

2010-03-16T03:24:00.001-07:00

Manuka honey is on sale

RM 56

(price excluding postage)

a spoon of Manuka honey per day, keeps a doctor away!

the best medicinal honey in the world!!!

Most of comprehensive studies on Manuka honey in various aspects have been done by Dr. Peter Molan and his stuff for over 2 decades from University of Waikato, New Zealand. You can read their research finding at the following link:

http://bio.waikato.ac.nz/honey

emeil me for further info..

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~comot~

:: let pictures do the talking ::

2010-03-10T00:25:00.000-08:00

a day b4 I had my braces on...

never ever realized my teeth b4.. day 1

week 2

week 3

week 4

week 6

week 12

week 12 (gap)

week 13( Finally, the wire attached to all the teeth, I cant even bite, the doctor put something)

week 17 ( almost lined up nicely with other teeth)

4months progress...
next time I would like to share my experiences from my 1st day wearing this untill now..
i enjoy all the moments so far although there are many sufferrng days...

so what do u think? the progress is quite good rite?

xoxo
comot

:: should or shouldn't ::

2010-02-07T00:27:00.000-08:00

I wish to list down do's n dont's on some matters which i saw , heard and experience around me. tapi rasa tak layak to do all that . so i guess, i better say SHOULD and SHOULDN'T.. I hope it is fair enough.

(attention: tulisan ini adalah semata2 pendapat saya)

SENARIO 1-

Today, saya berpeluang mengikut kakak sekeluarga breakfast di McD. as usual, bwk si kembar and kakak. it is always a fav place for my nieces. mkn then boleh main gelongsor tanpa panas terik matahari.. Jadi saya paham kenapa rmai ibu bapa bawak anak2 ke sana.. anak2 boleh berlari sana sini and ibu bapa pun boleh rilex jugak .. melihat anak2 di area mainan tu, membuatkan saya terpikir sendiri

PATUTKAH, ibu bapa membawa anak2 mereka ke tempat2 sebegitu walaupun anak2 mereka ada selsema.. (flu symptoms) hidung berair and berhingus serta batuk2? Ya, mungkin ada yang akan mengatakan, kalau mcm tu, smpai bile2 pun xleh kuar, mana2 pun ade org sakit, btul x? mungkin amaran kerajaan tentang gelombang ke2 (2nd wave) H1N1, tiada maknanye lagi.. don't u think? setakat ini saya cume pernah tgk sekali sahaja iklan di TV dan 2 iklan pada bas ekspress and di papan tanda..

Yang pasti, saya yang berada di situ tidak mampu utk menegur dan bersyarah kepada sesiapa yang ada di situ. ape yg mampu sy lakukan adalah melangkah pergi dan bawak budak2 jauh dari kwsn tersebut. jauh di sudut hati saya, saya mengharapkan pihak McD menyediakan sekurang2 nye HAND SANITIZER GEL. OR maybe I should bring it by myself.. (I think I should)

SENARIO 2-

Selepas ke McD, kami ke Carrefour yang baru di buka di Kota Damansara. tiada ape sangat yang mahu saya beli, sekadar membantu kakak menjaga budak2. dalam saya berjalan2 tgk barang itu ini, saya terdengar suara seorg lelaki berkata sebegini

"ISH.. NI YANG TAK MAU BAWAK BERJALAN NI, NANGIS LA, NAK BERAK LA MACAM2... YANG AWK PUN SATU, PILIH BARANG CEPAT LA SKIT"

Jadi sy pun mencari2 sape yang ckp mcm tu. saya beranggapan seorang ayah merungut kepada anak yang mungkin sudah berumo 2 thn ke atas (bukan nye KEPADA ANAK YANG MASIH BAYI). saya nmpak, seorang lelaki (saya rasa tidak selayaknye dia diberi jolokan sebagai ayah), mendukung seorang bayi kecil (saya anggarkan dlm dlm 4-6 bulan), mendukung dengan sebelah tangan sahaja plak tu, bayi tersebut rapat pada bahu lelaki tersebut, SAMBIL tangannye yang satu lagi sibuk memetik handphone.

Ya, mungkin betul, saya tidak kenal siapa dia, mungkin dia ada banyak masalah, banyak urusan kerja bla bla bla, tapi PATUTKAH si lelaki itu membebel sedemikian? saya mencari2 isteri beliau.. saya tak samapai ati nak tngk muka isteri beliau. menyorong troli yang penuh dengan barang keperluan keluarga (brg anak dan brg dapur).

MAAF KAN SAYA, kerana tibe2 saya jadi emo melihat perangai lelaki tersebut. kalau tidak berpikir secara rasional, saya rasa si isteri pasti ingin sahaja lari , amik anak , dan tinggalkan troli brg2 tdi. tapi WANITA YANG BERGELAR ISTERI DAN IBU, memang di berikan tahap kesabaran yang tinggi, BTULKAN?

seorang lelaki yang ingin menjadi suami dan bapa, pada saya TIDAK SEPATUTNYE melakukan sedemikian rupa.walau sesibuk mana pun, sebesar mana pun masalahnye. semua itu tak patut di perkatakan. saya mengharap kan pasangan saya jauh dari sifat2 lelaki itu ( INSYAALLAH)...

saya menulis di sini, kerana saya rasa perkara sebegini harus di kongsi. supaya kita akan lebih berwaspada, dengan ape saja tindakan kita, tutur dan kata. to be witnessed these cases, buat saya sedar, hidup ini tidak harus dipandang mudah. hanya dengan kata2, kite boleh menyakitkan hati yang lain. hanya kerana kite sambil lewa, orang lain boleh mendapat padahnye.

last but not least, arap2nye perkara2 sebegini dapat dihindari oleh saya dan smua yang sudi membaca.

::sahabat baik ::

2009-11-05T07:45:00.000-08:00

salam sume..
from last entry tu mcm seronok gak kan, cite bab skin care.. atleast kite blh share something yg kite tau. hurm.. now, saya nk cite psal masalah kulit muka plak..

disclaimer: ape yang saya tulis adalah pendapat saya sahaja. Ianye mungkin tidak tepat secara saintifik.

of coursela, mula kena start dgn sahabat baik saya Miss Jururawat a.k.a JeRaWaT. Rasanye ni boleh jadi prob besar utk sesetengah org. sometimes I feel this is the biggest prob I have..haha. (nmpk sgt I penting kan kecantikan kan? hahahah)

Sure ramai org nak tau kan, camne la jerawat ni blh ade. sana sini, sini situ.. eh, jgn xtau .. Jerawat tu pemanis muka.. betul.. tapi kalau sebijik dua la,.. tapi dah byk.. sakit and pening jugakkan. banyak dah pantang larang orang ckp.. tapi to be honest xtau la blh pkai ke x..

antaranya adalah:
1- mak sedara sy pesan jgn mkn isi ikan yg kaler hitam dan jgn mkn lemak or kulit ayamm, bisa tu.. nnti lgi byk jerawat .
2- jgn mkn kicap, nnti parut jerawat jdi hitam.
3-jgn mkn food yg sgt oily.. nnti lgi byk la minyak kat muka..

jerawat sgt berkait rapat dengan hormon, kuman dan mybe keturunan. sy rs rmai dh tau serba sedikat mekanisme pembentukan jerawat ( byk sgt blog entries org tulis). so no need la... saya nak share ape yg pernah saya alami..

1- jerawat besar gajah.. ala2 bisul gitu..
mmg suffer gile ok.. xkirela di mane2 bahagian muka pun. kalau nk sujud solat.. Ya allah.. mmg seksa.. saya mmg malas cuci muka dulu. so kalau ade jerawat besar, ayah sy akan bwk saya pg klinik. doktor kuarkan punat, nanah n darah. lepas tu terus lega. rs nye xde ubt pun doktor bagi.. ade org cadangkan kepada saya utk detox.. tapi xberkesan.. (detox yang sy lakukan, dgn kurang mknan berlemak, ayam n daging, telur. camtu la lebih kurang..)

saya tau perasaan "Gatai tangan".. asyik nak kupilkan aje jerawat yang ade.. kalu blh xnk org tau kite ade jerawat.. tol x? mmg sy nyesal picit2 sahabat baik saya dulu. mereka sayangkan saya, sbb tu depa sume tinggalkn love bite a.k.a PARUT.. so please, jgn usik kwn baik kite tu ye,,,

2-blackhead & white head..
sure rmai dh tau kan, cermin rapat2 sikit kat muka tu, ade nmpk bintik2 hitam n putih kat liang pori2.. ni pun aktiviti faveret saya.. picit sampai kuar.. sy rs sy dah boleh jdi org yg very skillful dlm bab ni.. bende alah ni mmg patut dikeluarkan, tapi ingt, mesti dgn cara yang betul. kalu x, parah... jgn smpai luka dan tinggalkan parut plak..

sy penah cube mcm, peel off mask la yng paling best.. satu tip yang blh sy bagi, before pkai peel off mask, scrub dulu ye.. baru lebih berkesan.. (p.s. peel off mask blh menyebabkan wrinkles kat muka tau . so , masa pkai mesti kena relax, jgn bercakap, then tarik slow2 ok.. pastu terus basuh.. n follow your regime skincare.)

3- minyak & jerawat
ni sgt common kot..bile muka minyak , jerawat pun kuar.. byk sgt skincare yg di jual kat pasaran.anta key ingredient yang berkesan utk hilangkan jerawat adalah asid glycolic (alpha hydroxy acid-AHA, poly hydroxy acid-PHA), asid salisilik, benzoyl peroxide atau retinoic acid dalam bentuk cream, lotion atau cecair.tapi be careful, u might experience some episodes of irritations kalau guna dlm kepekatan yang tinggi (> 10% biasenye).

sy lebih suka merawat masalh minyak di muka dahulu sbnrnye. sbb bagi sy itu mslh yg utama. tapi bile dh over dry.. pun dpt mslh jugak nnti

4- kering & jerawat
rami org tertnya, asal ada pimples jugak, muka aku kering je.. tolx? rmai yng salah anggap bahawa jerawat kuar hnya sbb minyak.. sbnrnye, sbb kulit muka kite sgt dry la, jerawat kuar.bile super dry, pores kite cepat tersumbat dgn dirts and impurities ( e.g. dry skins and habuk segala bagai).. bile dh tersumbat , ape lgi , jerawat pun kuarla..

so , utk sape2 yg alami mslh ni, jgn takut utk pkai facial wash utk dry skin. InsyaAllah, bile muka dh xkering, jerawat akan mula kurang.

saya pasti rmai ynag tercari2 dan sure rmai jugak yang xjemu2 mencuba produk utk kecilkan liang pori2 kat muka.. tolx? x perlu berselindung. saya pun saya.. product pore minimiser sgt byk kat pasaran. n mmg byk yg xberkesan pun.sorry sy pun xleh suggestkan mana yang berkesan. tapi yg blh sy share, ialah moisturiser pore minimiser dari FACESHOP.i like soo much now..i use toner n moisturiser dia je.. ( product2 dari faceshop smua nye byk fragrance.. so be careful, some ppl xsuka n allergic dgn frangrance.., dorang claim natural, tapi xtau la..)so far, im ok with it..

ok la, dh pjg dahkan cite sy ni.. ingt ye, jerawat jgn diambil mudah, kalu dh byk sgt, usaha utk kurangkan. jgn malu bertanya utk dptkan rawatan yang sesuai.tapi kalu sebijik dua aje, xyah nak kecoh sgt la,, nnti kalu di treat lebih2, lain plak mslh yang dtg.. kdg2 ms kite mude2 remaja (zmn2 high skool musical, cinta monyet & sindrom mknan asrama) aje pimples kuar merata, IA bile dh besar2 , hormon dh stabill hilangla..

tips:
1-selawat 3kali b4 basuh muka. (ini mestikan?)
2-tgk cermin belek2 sahabat baik tu, jgn lupa baca doa ye..
3- nasihat tipikal ---> banyakkan minum air masak, makan sayur dan buah2an..

doa Rasulullah merawat jerawat
(sumber: medik@iLuvislam.com)

“Allahumma musa-ghiral kabiir wa mukabbiras saghiir, sa-gghir maabi”

Ertinya: Allah Yang Mengecilkan Yang Besar dan Yang Membesarkan Yang Kecil, kecilkanlah jerawatku ini

Dikeluarkan oleh al-Hakim dan beliau berkata

“Sanadnya sahih namun ia tidak dikeluarkan oleh al-Bukhari dan Muslim

dan dikuatkan oleh az-Zahabi"

p.s. bile pk2 balik, jerawat ni tanda Allah beri peringatan pada kita kan.
kecantikan luaran tu hanya sementara. bersyukur kite seadanye ye...
so bile ade jerawat, cepat2 ucap syukur.

hopefully, this entry will help u guys.. so feel free to comments
and share your experiences or anything about this..
IA, nest time kite cite bab lain plak.. ok?
cheers!! = ')
xoxo comot

:: FrEe & EaSy ::

2009-11-02T08:30:00.000-08:00

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.: FaiR & LoVeLy :.

2009-10-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

Arini rasa nak cakap pasal skin care. Huhu.. sure rmai org gunakan? sama la mcm saya ni. sume orang nak cantik. tak kira la, btul2 cntik, nampak cntik, buat2 cantik, sume ok jela. usaha masing2.

Alkisahnye, kalu nak ikutkan , sejak dari dulu, saya memang malas nk cuci muka segala bagai. Muka ni byk betul jerawat. bukan jerawat ala2 pasir melekat muka.. mmg berkawah la muka.. btul... xtipu!!!!

muka saya mmg super oily dolu2. seriusly!! tip top la .. jerawat@pimples@acne mmg sahabat baik saya. org kate through thick n thin la bersama saya. tanpa jemu. sahabat saya ni cume datang pada area2 tertntu saje, mula2 area dahi (between kening), and then hidung, n now dagu. kalu sahabat sy datang menyinggah. mmg sy xleh tido malam. berdenyut2!!

4 sure la kan, sume org impikan muka sehalus mulus, licin, gebu, fair n lovely.. isn't it? saya pun mcm tu jugak. mcm2 usaha dilakukan. byk gile la tempek kat muka ni. cakap je product ape yang ade kat pasaran dunia ni. saya mungkin blh digelar tester terbaik. dari semurah bedak sejuk and clean n clear, neutrogena, nivea, loreal, the body shop, sampaila semahal demalogica. macam2!! tapi xpelu la sy cite yang mana elok yang mana xelok, sbb lain org, lain jenisnye. mybe kalu ade org tnya, sy akan jwp IA...

Alhamdulillah, pengalaman bekerja di The body shop bagi saya byk faedah , pendedahan. Jumpe customer, pegi training, bekawan dgn ramai kwn2 sekerja dan blh cube mcm2 brg. mmg byk bnde saya belajar pasal kecantikan dan ketrampilan diri. so far, saya xpenah give up nak cube acu try test product2 muka. malas jugak la, tapi nk bt cmne...

4 some ppl, keyakinan diri tu dtg dari dlm ( yang sy xtau dari mana sbenarnye). tapi ade setengah2 org, keyakinan tu dri luaran. klu ikut sy, dua2. sy masih lagi selamba berpakaian selekeh kemana2. tapi kalu muka berjerawat batu. sy punye confidence level ni agak so-so. sapa yang penah rs tau la kot. tapi ade kala saya belasah aje. tak kire ape org nak kate!! smpai skrg pun sy xkisah, asal sndiri bahagia...

Tapi skrg, ade a few things yang sy believe la utk hal2 kecantikan terutama sekali hal2 muka:
1-barang mahal, iklan tip top bukan la sesuai utk sume org. so jgn mudah terpedaya.
2-barang murah and marketnye xtinggi, pun kdg2 blh jadi the best.
3-saya percaya tidak ade salah mencubanye, bukan nak membazir, beli ikut kemampuan, cube dlm 1 month ( jgn cepat melatah bila pkai, muka lagi teruk , kdg2 kesannye lambat).
4-sy akan bagi je kat org , brg yang nk guna kalu ade skincare product sy yang dh sy xmahu. tak salahkan.

( SALAH SATU AMALAN ANAK ADAM YANG DITERIMA DIAKHIRAT KELAK
ADALAH SEDEKAH JARIAH)

5-tapi jgn pula smpai membazir2. saya beli ikut kemampuan.
6- disiplin, dah beli kena pkai , xleh malas.. (walaupun kdg2 saya malas, nak2 kalu bnde tu xbgi kesan yg best)

Yang ni ramai org terpedaya dengan sales person.. pecayala, itu tugas mereka utk bt anda swipe your precious card dan sebagai pembeli, anda harus ade pendirian. ramai yang akan beli regime skin care or senang kate 1 whole set. mmg betul ada kalanya , mmg lebih berkesan. and ade org takut nk cmpur dgn product2 yang lain. beberapa tips yang saya blh bagi kat sini;

1-saya sarankan kalu kali pertama cube brg, beli 2 bnde pnting iaitu facial wash and moisturiser.dats it!!! try yang tu dulu. jgn sogok muka anda dgn segala bgai perencah.

2-tahu jenis muka anda. yang ni pun pnting, bgitau every concerns yang anda ade, contohnye:

"MUKA SAYA BERMINYAK KAT BAHAGIA T-ZON, TAPI KERING KAT PIPI." " SAYA NAK CARI PRODCUK YG BLH GET RID OF BLA BLA BLA". "SY ELERGY PADA....."

3-bile beli brg skincare, jgn takut pada sales person. remember, customer is always rite!! tanya sales person, "KALU A FEW DAYS, SAYA PKAI, SY RS XSESUAI, ADE ELERGY, BLH REFUND OR TUKAR X?" pls, cari faedah yang ade..

4-biasakan diri baca labels, (ingredients, cara guna, expiry date, macnifucturing date dll)
kalu tanya sy pun, sy xpaham smuanye. but this important. so, lama2 kite akan biase.dgn cara ni, lama2 kite blh detect key ingredient and the difference between other product. klu betul2 practise, mungkin anda blh tau bahan ape yg anda ellergy.(penting jugak utk tau yang halal dan haram kan?)

5-tester!! klu anda bijak, anda blh mintak samples or beli starter kit. sebagai permulaan. or cube trus kat kedai tu ( kalu kedai tu ade basin la, some shop mmg ade). try la kat area dagu ke, tepi pipi ke.. then , klu xde rs gatal n itchy, jgn trus beli, CAKAP KAT SALES PERSON TU "THANK YOU, I'LL BE BACK AFTER THIS" jln2 dulu, take some moments, pg round2 jln2 dulu. lepas 30 minit, then come back , kalu rs nk beli.

6-jgn takut utk cmpur dgn product brand lain. as long as you know the product, ape functionnye, cara pkai, bile nak pkai, silakan.. (p.s. kalau blh jgn cmpur byk bnde in the same time.takur celaru plak)

7-jgn meneliti gile2 sales person. smpai blh kire berapa byk lubang pores sales person tu ade. dengar ape yg dia ckp. mmg betul , ade setengah org, klu nk beli brg, kena tgk org yg jual. kalu muka dia xlicin lincai, trus xcya ape org tu ckp. jgn mcm tu ye.. sales person pun manusia biase... mcm kite, bukan nye patung blh bercakap. (p.s xsemua sales person, jual brg body shop pkai brg body shop.. so don't judge my knowledge by my pimples.. ok?

7-and mungkin yang terakhir, tnya skit info kat sales person tu hal brand brg yang anda beli. (or mungkin anda blh cari sendiri, sbb kalu beli kat farmasi, byknye org difarmasi or supermarket xtau). knp bnde ni pnting? sbb ade some product dtg dri negara beriklim sejuk, ade dari eropah, ade dari asia.. mcm2. so, kite blh tau , some brands ade targets customer mereka.

one more info psal last (7th tips), bile anda berpeluang tnya sales person hal berkenan barang yang dia jual, anda blh tau , sales person tu tau x brg yang dia jual. if dia jwp dgn baik, itu blh jdi indicator, dia mmg tau hal2 skincare. dia study selok belok brand yng dia jual. and you can give her or his a little trust and credit.
lastly, utk cowok ganteng sekalian.. ni mmg tipikal, ade org laki (some je la).. kate, klu pkai cuci muka, pelembap la , toner la, sapu sana, sapu sini,.. X MACHO SIH...METROSEKSUAL GUY LA..mcm2.ikut pendirian masing2 ye.. tapi nasihat saya, penjagaan and kebersihan kulit amat pnting, xkire laki or pompuan. kulit bersih, kite pun rs selesa.jgn malu utk cube, xpayah tunjuk kat org pun klu pkai segala bagai. n jangan malu nak pg beli.. tapi kalu malu gak ,mintak la tolong org yang anda percaya..

P.s.
penjagaan kulit muka bukan hanya bergantung kepada
skincare semata2, makanan, rutin harian yang sihat,
rehat yang cukup pun memainkan peranan yang penting!!
oh ye, jgn terlalu bimbang kalu sume yang anda cube tidak berkesan,
mungkin, factor hormon dan rutin harian yang stress membuatkn kulit kite bermasalah
.yakin la, kite sume cantik, walau ape saje jenis dan warna kulit!!
sayangi diri kite seadanya ye!!

xoxo
comot

.: Salam penuh senyuman :.

2009-10-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

Saya telah kembali ke Malaysia.

Tapi rasa seperti masih di Dunedin.

There is one word to describe Malaysia..

SESAK!!!!

Masih lagi anak jati,

Tapi saya merindui New Zealand yang amat sangat.

Bukan ingin memuja-muja,

Tapi ini hakikat yang dirasa,

Tak perlu buat ape-ape, cukup sekadar bernafas.

Subhanallah,

Terfikir jugak, oxygen kah yang saya sedut?

Tapi alhamdulillah,

peluang mencium tangan ma dan abah di malam raya cukup indah!

Allah masih sayang kan saya.

Tidak terucap dimulut semua,

Tapi saya tau mereka gembira dan bangga dengan saya.

Melihat anak-anak sedara tersenyum comel,

Hati saya girang tak terkata.

Terima kasih keluarga Otago.

Saya sayang anda semua.

Pasti!!

p.s: better late than never!

Will be back with new post.. with a diary of bibik!!

.: p.i.L.u :.

2009-08-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Kalau bisa hati berkata-kata

Mungkin berjela-jela hujahnya

Kenapa hanya bibir mampu berbicara

Melimpah ruah isinya

Kepunyaan siapa maksud sebenarnya?

Hati mahu sebegitu,

Minda bentak sebegini,

Tangan dan kaki bertentang aral,

Kemana lagi harus ku tuju?

Apa lagi yang perlu ku ucap?

Oh resah,

Oh gundah,

Berikan aku sedikit ruang,

Mencari secebis tenang,

Menggapai sebuah senang,

Dalam hati yang gersang dan kontang.

p.s. maaf buat semua yang sudi bertandang ke blog comot.
InsyaAllah akan bersua smula suatu hari nanti.
till then..

take care ya :)

::!0 I hate about you ::

2009-05-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

!0 things I hate about you

I hate you when I saw your room was messy,

Even more when it just because U were so lazy to hang your freaking tie,

Put everything else in its order,

While I'm asking myself why is that so hard?

And yes, I’m just being your mum again

And guess what, I'll always be

I hate you when you prefer to stay in your thick duvet,

Lying down all day with your laptop,

Staring to the screen like you're truly in love with it,

And even more when you act like you’re king!

People keep saying you're a genius,

But I hate you when you read comics like you're reading newspaper,

When you adore all characters in there more than anything else,

You'll never admit but I can assure you do.

I hate you when you keep your silence wins,

Even more when your laughter wins,

Arguing like an attorney in your own court,

Laughing at peoples without thinking about others,

I hate you most when you play your stupid DOTA,

Like no other things matter to you,

It worst when I couldn't bear to listen to the mouse clicking anymore,

I could keep my silence at most things,

But not for this one.

I'm not sure how deep and how many hatedness in me towards you,

But I am very sure I love you a whole lot more,

Every hatedness and angriness comes out of me,

My love grows even more than I could realise,

It was a childish side in me,

Who think that I was right and I will always right,

Just because I'm older than you.

and I'm sorry for that!

I am very grateful having you as my best friend,

It was a good start from the very beginning,

And I pray and keep praying for our future together,

Hoping that my best friend will turn up to be my man,

A man in my life,

Who are able to accept my grumpiness, angriness, craziness and childishness,

And make it all the way through,

Until death do us part!!

p.s. i love you

:: khas buat yang pencinta binatang ::

2009-04-21T13:51:00.000-07:00

this entry khas buat en ezad ..

dan yang lain juga..

( hurmm i wonder, chucky suka x haiwan ni.. i knew she is an animal lover!!)

saya mcm terpukau kejap.. comel sgt..

riang ria ye dorang mandi manda!!

n biasenye sy jumpe yg sekor dua je.. tu pun yg tido je..

ni 1st time jumpe byk2..

enjoy ye!!

xoxo

comot

:: easter week day trip ::

2009-04-18T17:47:00.000-07:00

on the way back to dunedin

look at the path.. huhu.. mcm great wall china plak

finally at nugget point, caitlins

''it's 5 min walk, said an old man" daaaa... pakcik tipu....15min mybe.. :)

relaxing @ cannibal bay after a long gravel road

hurm.. nice signboard thou...

i miss lata tembakah so much..

@ purakaunui fall

stop @ waihola lake

he tots he's a kiwi already!! lol :p

finally @ larnach castle (the only castle in NZ)

penguin spotting @ katiki point .. yoo hooo.. can u spot them?

@moraeki boulders

a perfect destination to celebrate easter.. a huge easter egg !!

tunnel beach ... again

a week.. around Dunedin and Otago..

this is how I spent my easter break.. it might be my last easter break!!

p.s. have anyone missing me? hihiihi..

rindu nak dpt comment ..

happy easter everyone !!

yanacomot

:: still no update ::

2009-04-15T18:03:00.000-07:00

Salam semua.

xtau la ade org baca lagi ke tak blog ni. somehow, ade kot.. I received few msges asking kenapa xupdate blog. Bukan xnak update, tapi rs mcm xtau ape nak cite. seriusly, bukan xde ape yang berlaku, tipula. tapi sume tu xpelu dikongsi.

tapi Insyaallah, lepas ni, akan di update la blog ni . tunggu ek.. ade la 2 3 cite yg nak di kongsi..

thanx ye, sesape yg sudi baca my blog ni..

rindu sume

xoxo

comot:P

:: i am 2yrs 14days ::

2009-02-24T17:50:00.000-08:00

salam. salam.

dah lama tak say something in here. kind of very lazy and malas nk story mory pape..

wlpun byk bende nak ckp n luah. but as my blog title says, it is something that comot can say.. kalu xde pape tu .. i just couldn't put my stories into words.

Actually, i was thinking to post a new entry on 11th Feb. but on dat day, I was a bit emotionally not stable. Thinking about staying here for 2yrs already. Missing home sooo much, more than me and other ppl can imagine. So many things going on. Last 2 yrs, on 11th Feb was actually the day I arrived here in Dunedin.

Let me turn back time...(I'm pretty sure, I remember all those moments)

9th Feb 2007- my flight from KLIA to Auckland was 8.35pm (around that time)

10th Feb 2007- arrived Auckland around 11.40am.

(at this stop, I've met 2 kind gurls whom I didn't know who they were , Anna and Pupu) They all sanggup amik and tumpangkan saya kt umah dorang , mskkan dinner, bagi tidor and tumpang mndi. And antakan ke epot semula on the next day., I was blessed)

11th Feb 2007. My flight from Auckland to Dunedin via Air NZ was 7.30 am (so awal2 pagi lagi dah kena pegi).

Sampai je kat Dunedin epot, tunggu Sem amik. Dia janji akan amik . Then I saw another gurl named Fizah. Alhamdulillah everything was fine. Seriously .. Ms smpai sgt2 sjuk.. menggigil je.

Sen and Fizah dropped me off to Toroa. still fresh in my mind, Will (a kiwi guy welcomed me with long blondish hair, he really looks like a Tarzan). After that pg New World, beli barang makan. haha. Ingat lagi, I think I convert every single thing dgn harga barang kat Msia. haha.. (1nzd = rm2.70 )

I had to stay in aroha ( my flat name) alone for 4days waiting for another flatmates coming.

14th feb - I met Roshni Rao (a very cool and queen of tears, haha , but I love you Rosh :P )

15th Feb - Dalila arrived, quite late at nite. (she is soo cute and very gurly gurl, I miss u D, still remember the very 1st day you cooked your own rice. Cuci beras sebersih2 yg mungkin. It cracked me up but I'm so happy to know you. I wish u all the best in Oz)

16th Feb - Course approval day. It was raining, pouring and cold like hell. It was the day I met my MRI (Muhammad Ridzuan Ismail). Apparently , he was the 1st malay guy I met in NZ and Dunedin. Sweettttt..

He showed me to course approval place. And I ended up meeting some more Malaysians. Among them, I remembered Cipot the most. She was trying her best to show where was my Botany Department could be. We were lost actually and when we asked someone, it was just around the corner, hahaha.. Thanx Cipot. (i wish u all the best in Wellington)

My course approval problem solved by Catriona Hudd( Marine Botany lecturer &

Paul Guy ( former HoD). It was such a relieved!!

Wow!!.. After all, I can say, that's how I spent my first week in Dunedin. Next time, I will tell you about my new job!! let me give a clue.. I'm a chef !! hihih

p.s. enjoy ur life to bits..

coz life is sooo short!!

Senyum sokmo :D

xoxo

comot .

:: Let's hula-hoop.. ooo yeaaaa ::

2009-02-04T17:43:00.000-08:00

If you're all not know, I am the biggest fan of Connie Talbot.. She is just a sweetheart! Isn't she? I'm quite sure so many ppl across the world know about this cutest gurl with a golden voice. And she is a youtube sensational!! over 50million ppl watching her adorable singing video there.. and her 1st album went gold..

oo. yea... !! so now, I'm not sure ppl know about this new talent or not. maybe kiwis and some ppl do. Her video isn't in youtube. But I think I fall in love with this cute lil gurl too. She' so adorable. I was talking about this gurl (in the pic).. AMERICUS WILSON, the 6yrs old hula-hoop girl.

I remembered playing with this went I was in kindergarden and maybe when I was primary school as well (PJ time!! yooo hoooo ) .. but I, obviously not good in it. Look at this pic below, can you do this? wow.. that's pretty tough I guess. And Americus is doing this since she was 3.

You go gurl!!

So.. this cute Americus was borned from a reality show same as Connie. But not Britain's Got Talent. It's a New Zealand Got Talent. Sadly to say, She didn't win but I truly, honestly feel she wins in most ppl's heart. Just look at her smile..... :)

Watching Oprah show is a must for me. I love her talk show. Apparently, she launched an episode which called 'The Smartest Talented Kid in the World''. As usual, million ppls respond to her and sent many kind of videos showing great talents to her. and guess what, two of them were Connie and Americus. Awesome!!

Before I end this entry, let's enjoy Americus's hula hoop vidoe which she performed on the final show of NZ's Got Talent.

enjoy ya!! What a great talent!!

I wish u the best of luck cutie!!

p.s. Practise makes perfect!! -->that was what she said to Oprah

xoxo

comot :p

:: gong xi fa chai ::

2009-02-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!! but i would love to with happy new yar to some special friend who celebrate it.

Tammy sweetheart, cindy darling, Tess "tammy's husband"

YiTian, Kathy, Julie, Lai san dan Jenna!!

Me and Mr B had a great holiday in China. Do u believe it?

Apparently, we went to an awesome Chinese Garden!!

Let's pictures tell all.. hihi.

hahha.. I know, i know!! I'm not good at cracking jokes.

I wish I can fly to China and have fun.

But, I'm lucky enough to get a free admission to the Dunedin's Chinese Garden.

the weather was awesome on that day.

What a bonus for us!!

Last but not least,

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Have a good year of OX!!

p.s. I miss limau mandarin!!

xoxo

comot

:: I'm lovin' it ::

2009-01-28T17:13:00.000-08:00

Halluuuuu, saya kembali bersiaran.!! huhu.. lama sungguh saya membiarkan blog saya berhabuk di sini.. hihi.. sorry ye my dear blog. busy and sgt malas utk menaip.

Alkisahnye, sudah lama sgt bersabar dengan lappie kesayangan ku.. bunyinye mengalahkan engine jet pejuang.. trust me.. korang mmg tak leh bayang cmne bunyinye.. mmg perit!!!! (maybe kalu sunyi tension dgn fire alarm yang hanya berlaku baru sekali), lappie ni dah la kesayangan, tapi dia buat hal. adoiii.. every single second..

smpai la 2days ago... beta tidak mampu bertahan lagi.hihi..

oh ye, bukan itu saje.. that is not only the prob. my lappie was a hot place. seriously hot ok...nak menaip pun susah. skt gile pergelangan tangan.. ok ok.. i know. rmai org cakap, beli la yang baru.. dari dulu lagi .. hehhe.. dah lama la beta usha laptop baru.. akhirnye... jeng jeng jeng..

*sorry, kualiti gamba mmg disengajakan sebegitu*

setelah puas pk panjang, saya bt tour di bandar Dunedin ni, pergi ke kedai2 jual bende alah ni la.. dah la aritu panas gile nak mamp***... OMG!! tapi saya tetap bersabar..

Ini la dia.. my new lappie. HP Pavillion tx25000. 12.1" widescreen, 2.1GHz processor AMD Turion X2,320Gb memory and 3G RAM. it was a sweet deal from bond+bond. kalu di convert below rm4k. tak mau la banding2. i'll promise myself, i'll make a full use of this new baby. i would definitely say, i suke la kan kat new baby ni. tapi skrg sume pun nk running vista. byk kena blaja. takpe2... lama2 nnti biase la kan..

hurm.. nnti2 kite story lagi ek.. now, it's crucial skit la.. sibuk nk siapkan thesis. so after that , kite story mory. ok? yg lain, update2 mcm biase. i will always visit n read ur blog. don't worry!!

p.s: sbb bni jugak la malas nak update blog.lappie buat hal...

have a nice day everyone :)

xoxo

yanacomot :P

:: home sweet home ::

2009-01-12T00:40:00.000-08:00

so this year, i have to wave my hand and say "au revoir" to Toroa House. 2years living there with such amazing environment and many types of people, I could say, Toroa is the best!!

Welcome to my new house, I chose to stay in studio room this year. Mostly because of my financial. What can I say.. So here is my new room. Small but yet a nice room. :) hehe.. I gove you guys an exclusive tour ok...

Here is my queen size bed hihi.. I love it.. Although sometimes I think it took so many space in my room. but atleast I got a huge bed.. for the 1st time..

Boleh ke gurls cume ade 1 small closet?n the answer is yes.. itu ajela yg saya ade.. an open wardrobe.. putar gak kepala otak cmne nak tutup .. so ms tgh2 kemas, dpt idea .. shower curtain!! yes!! paling penting.. semua muat dlm tu.. skit kan bju2 saya? and.. this year, i have tv in my room.. hooo hooo..

a small table too!! 2heaters, and a tiny kitchen.kalu xmcm kitchen pun xpela.. blhla bt air panas, toast roti. n bla bla bla.. I love it.. walaupun sempit.. but at least everything is organized nicely..

so far, xde problem lagi.. alhamdulillah.. So guys, what do u think? Do u think I can survive? and how about you living in my shoes? small room, with shared kitchen n bathroom..

Cherry oh cherry!!! next story will be about cherry Love it to bits..

"My little sweet heaven"

xoxo
comot

:: currently activate malas mode ::

2009-01-11T16:18:00.000-08:00

malas mode!!

banyak bende nak cite.. tapi nnti ye..!!

keje saya sgt banyak..

p.s: TQ 4 visiting

xoxo
yg sgt comot

:: Psst.. nak dengar gossip tak? ::

2009-01-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

"Pernahkah kau bermimpi.. seketika berada di tempatku?"

hehehe.. familiar x ayat tu? kui kui kui... Sebenarnye bukan ape..tibe2 teringat pasal "gossip"..
Apa itu gosip? hurmm.. ade tak dalam wikipedia.. jap sy try google..

hoho ade rupenye..

Menurut Wikipedia
"Gossip is idle talk or rumor, especially about the personal or private affairs of others. It forms one of the oldest and most common means of sharing (unproven) facts and views, but also has a reputation for the introduction of errors and other variations into the information thus transmitted. The term also carries implications that the news so transmitted (usually) has a personal or trivial nature, as opposed to normal conservation."

A' ha.... itu dia.. Mana2 kite pegi pun mesti ade gossip kan? sama ada kite terlibat secara langsung atau tidak kan.

Ape gossip yang paling buruk yang korang penah kene?
Dare to share?
Ape yang korang buat bile kena gossip?

Hurm... let me check my memories back then.. ape yg sy penah kena ek?

..yang paling tak leh lupa.. time dilabel "perampas"... hadoiii.. padahal xde pun.. hehe.. kalu dh emosi memuncak tu.. mmg macam2 la jadinye kan..yang ini sy paling tak suke.. sbb saya tak buat ape2. saya tak rampas sesape..

oh .. 1 lagi.. ms kecik2 dulu.. rmai budak2 menggelarkan sy sbb "amoi mata sepet". mmg la itu kenyataan yang mata saya mmg sepet. tapi sy benci la.. dgr org gossip/mengata pasal tu..
Tidakkkkkkkkk, saya tidak suka gelaran itu..

masa kat sekolah dulu ,, saya sakit.. selalu sakit... Tyroid.. rmai tak tahu ape symptom2 and kesan2 penyakit tu. n saya pun xberape tau hal tu sebenarnye.. tapi sedih gile.. sbb ade dgr org cakap saya ni buat2 sakit and malas pg sekolah.. cikgu pun ade cakap camtu.. pergh..
it hurts man!!!

kalu setakat kate saya ni sombong, selalu la kot.. tapi saya buat donno aje.. malas nk pk sgt..

yang lain tu .. biarlah rahsia!!! ahaks.. *wink*

Ape yang boleh kite ambik dari gossip/kata2/celaan org ni?
Sedih tu memangla kan.. tapi yang penting
"Life must go on, rite?"
Kena kuat, tabah, try to be a better person each day..
I always remind myself yang kite tak mampu nak gembirakan /senangkan ati sume orang,
yang penting kite jgn sakitkan ati orang! tol x?

p.s. mintak ampun salah silap di awal tahun baru ni!!
p.s. kurang2kan la tgk/dengar melodi ok?!!

xoxo
comot

.: I'm gonna miss you :.

2009-01-02T03:26:00.000-08:00

my favorite moments in 2008

What a year I've been through!! All I could say was " a year of sweet and sour" I'm gonna miss every single person and those special events happened in 2008. Thank you so much for being a part of my life. U were all lighten up my each day. and also people from all over the world who view or read my blog. It's such an honour to have all of you coming here!! I truly am :)

So many things happened while I was here in New Zealand ! and these are special moments for which I will cherish for the rest of my life.

1- My new flatmates in Aroha. Priyanka, Sharnita, Grace and Theodora. and also Ofeira my sweet RA. I love you all. I love all surprises from all of you. You guys rock!!

2- My surprise birthday party.. I'm officially 25th!!!Thank you for making me crying n almost die on my birthday nite!! I

3- My BEE, I believe thing happens for reason. and you are the most special one!!

4- My new nieces, twin sweetheart in our family. I haven't meet them but I've started to love them even b4 they were borned. I can't wait to go home.

5- My Botany, I couldn't describe and conclude everything I've been through in a tiny lil department. there were the sweetest, most sour, bittest journey of all. Thank you everyone for such a wonderful year. I won't stand here untill now without you guys.

6- My Journey to the very end, twice in 2008, I've been to the very of the South Island of NZ- Stewart Island and the very end of North Island of NZ- Cape Reinga. It was like knowing what does it mean when ppl said " I come, I see and I concouer" .

7- my 060708, I love this date. It was soooooooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeettttttt...

I'm looking forward to face another year!! Welcome 2009.. Thank you Allah for giving me a chance to meet 2009.

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine.teruterubozu.comot

:: what makes me iS me ::

2008-12-16T04:12:00.000-08:00

I've been tagged by Chuck
* sorry Chuck.. amik lama skit nk buat bende ni :D*

List these rules on your blog.
* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
* Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.
* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
* Link the person who tagged you.
* Leave a comment for each blogger.

Hohoho.. Btw, I'm still thinking actually.. what should I write..

ok.. let's start
*sorry this is a long entry , so pls fasten ur seat belt*
1Q- 7 facts about myself which ppl might not know yet(hihih)

me & face blindness
this is the ultimate secret of my life. I keep thinking whether I should share it or not. I've never been diagnosed by any medical doctors or who ever expert about this. but since I was a lil kid, I have a difficulties to recognize some ppl's face especially GUY'S face. A friend of mine, Salleh claimed that is a curse which is I'm very unfortunate to have that. he said "U have been cursed for not able to see a handsome guy like me" LOL
It's a long story if I want to tell. I never know that such thing exist in this world until Mr B told me. ANd please don't ask me how do you guys look like in front of me.. I might scare you alot.. hehe.. also .. it's only happened to certain ppl. not all ..
as a result, ppl would say I'm very serious and not so friendly. Especially when I was in a huge group. It's hard for me to really know each one infront of me. Eventually, i trained my brain very hard just to recognize ppl I talk with. In some ways, I look very serious and not interested to talk or join anything.. But i tried very2 hard and harder.. just to make sure I wasn't out of the group!
So ppl, don't be shock ok? and please do not angry if i didn't or don't say Hi if i meet you somewhere!!

me & animal
List me all animals in the world.. and I don't think I like any of them. Seriously!! or maybe animal just don't like me.. heheh .. Not that I didn't try, but I just can't. Sometimes, it is very weird for me to hear ppl say,
" OMG that pupppy or cat is sooo cute".. hohoho.. Sorry but I don't and I cant see what u've seen. I'm very scared looking at animal's face. kind of their face telling me "yana, I want to eat you rite away,,hahahahah" eiiiiiiiiii I just can't..
so please, keep your lovely pets away from me. I have no choice other than smacking them off from me.. But I try not to :P

me & sickness
OMG this is also one of the worst thing worst for me (maybe at the time when I'm sick).. anyway, who likes it rite.. But I guess, I was the only one in my family who always get sick. Arghhh!! the one I hate most is FLU@ cold@ running nose. . i don't need to explain I guess!! I was diagnosed for Tyroxicocis since I was 14yrs old. Only God knows how sad i was. Every week I had to go hospital and coming back with lots of pills ( the bittest of all medicines ( I claimed that)). Ppl don't really understand why I was behaving like that.. being very lazy, sweating like hell ( which course me a very strong body odour), and so on..
another two major illness I'm having rite now are asthma and migraine!! The rest, i'll keep that secretly in my long list.
But I guess, all these suffering stuffs make me stronger each days and I realize how much my family and ppl around care about me

Thanx to all with all my heart :)

me & feminism( or maybe wrong term or word)
hehehe.. It was long ago, I really want to talk about this..
What is feminism ? How to be gurly?
Since I was school kid and until now, many ppl will say "yana, u walk like a guy!" LOL
Honestly, I'm very impress with most gurls who really like grooming or at least making an effort to be like one. Me as always "hurm.. no point.. no one will look at me!!" that statement is always in my mind. I seriously, don't know how to do that, I dont have accesories( fancy belt, all those blink blink..), I don't know how to belit2 tudung and wat so ever..
hehe.. I try la sometimes. and mostly, I feel very feminim when I wear baju kurung or kebaya.And wearing high heel but only in certain occasion. the rest simple and lazy my, tshirt, jeans@khakis, sandal@jandal and tudung. That's it.
and you know what, "If I'm wearing or putting on something with pink in color, I would feel guys or anyone will see me as a very WEAK person!" so that is why, no pink for me.. ( but now, i have 4pink tops; 3 were given by friends)
hahahahahah ( big laugh for myself) .. I'm soooo KUNO :D

me & blood
I don't like or I hate blood. and I'm scared of blood. Please, I bag you guys.. do not try to play jokes or wat so ever with me!!

me & chinese look guy
hehe.. I was once have a dream to be a gf of a chinese look guy. Fair skin, mata sepet but not very sepet, look a bit nerdy ( skema) , not very tall, sweet smile, with a smart short hair. hahahah
But after all, HAMPEHHH.. no one ever exist for me!! not even close.. Forget it Yana..

to a guy name IHSAN, I'm over you long time ago. but still u r .... ( I'm not gonna say it.. hihih) LOL
What a dream rite? and I believe every ppl does..

me & sky
I love looking at the SKY so much. I don't know why. and I don't even remember thinking about anything when I was looking to that lovely ALLAH's creation. It's awesome. .. Maybe I wonder, what's up there or maybe hoping to touch and be there for once. It's so calming.. ( I suggest that to everyone, U'll enjoy it!)

Ok.. 1st part is done!!
2Q- 7 unspectacular quirks on me .. huhu..

-I just can't handle the darkness - I feel like a hugh stone on my feet which make me stunned. But I become a sleeping beauty when I sleep in the dark!! so pls.. light off ya!!

-I collect rubbish - my mum knows me so well. When I was in school I used to collect eclair ( gold&purple) wrapper. All my classmates will gave it to me.. and ya. so many things until now. at the end, i dont know what to do with all those stuff. Nak buang sayang!! hehe

-Sleep with kaki lipat2 - hehe.. I have no idea how terrible I look.. but many friends told me I look like a gymnas when I sleep..LOL.. It didn't hurt after all. Believe or not? haha

-I clean when I angry/upset - everything.. give me everyhting, i'll wash it for you and pls don't talk to me.... after that, got to cry and sleep. When I wake up, I'll be fine.. ( effective most of the time)

-I pretend to be like a super singing diva when I'm in the shower. - maybe as powerful as Celine Dion, as sweet as Connie Talbot and as sumbang as ME!! hahahah no comment :P

-Plain water vs sky juice? Hurm.. sky juice means clear water with ice rite? hahah.. I hate plain water for the rest of my life. Sorry MA.. I tried!! but it just taste yucky in my throat.. But sky juice is always number one.. Ma, please do not stop making ice in our freezer!!

-I won't get sick of JERUK or PICKLES. U name it..Mangga, betik , kelubi, anggur, everything.. I love them so much and I'm craving for it more than pregnant woman does. Trust me.. I can't wait to have that when I get back.. ( OMG, kecur airliur ku.. hanya dgn mengenangkannye, sat lagi I will google for the images. just nak bagi hilang kempunan )<---this is also become a great hobby 4 me since i've been here!!

3Q- Tag 7 ppls
huhu.. for the 1st time ever
1-Aimi ( the gurl who always tag me)
2-Dlyn Azmi(saje kacau cuti awk..)
3-Zul Ilham a.k.a Kojack ( my no more virtual pen pal)
4-Miss cheritacerithi ( Pls pls pls)
5- Dr Ezad ( wlpun tak knal, tpi tolong bt ek.. )
6-Pn Akmar ( since dh jadi house wife skrg.. mybe dia ade ms.. hehe)
7-Pn Sarah -syed's wifey ( kot2 dia nak bt)
8-who ever la.. ( ok ape.. this is a kind of exercise .. mengenali diri sendiri)

xoxo
comot oh comot

:: who is she ::

2008-12-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

hurm.. while thinking about chucky's tag entry, as usual, i rather spend some time reading ppl's blog while listening to music. I found one blog who the owner is a girl studying medicine in Moscow. She said she is currently addicted to this song,
( she lists several songs same as below, but the song i hook the most is the first one :))

yuna

to be honest, i've never ever listen to Malaysian singing like this. If she didn't show the picture of this talented singer, i would definitely guess she's not Malaysian. ( I'm sorry, not that I'm doubting Malaysian talents, but it just very hard for me to believe)..

I'm very impress with her voice.. WOW!!! Way to go gurl... I hope she stays the way she is..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: I am a BiG fan, but.....::

2008-12-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

Being far away from home, make me a lil behind with all updates and anything happens in Malaysia. N yes.. I could say, I'm a bit lost.. hihi.. and not to be mentioned la kan.. I mmg malas baca newspaper or berita2 online ni..

I didn't know when this is happening.. but while I was browsing people's blog, I found this

O.M.G ... are you for real? Datuk SRK? oh come on man.. this is too much.. I'm sorry Shah Rukh..I am a big fan of yours, but this is definitely too much. What is the point giving him a Datuk? Can someone tells me ?

Not that I'm jealous wat so ever.. but after I knew about this, I was disapointed.. If having a Datuk is so easy .. why not Gov give this title to all Malaysians who finished their studies in overseas.. Living overseas is not easy man.. we are all study so hard, behaved as good as we can just because we really love Malaysia.Nak jaga nama agama, bangsa dan negara!! After years of hardship, so many Malaysians received international awards from their studies.. And of course, tak de sape yang amik tau kan?

Ni la yang dikatakan, "kera di hutan disusukan,anak di rumah mati kelaparan" am I right?

teruk kan? hurm.. ape la lagi yang boleh dikatekan.. setakat boleh luah aje kat sini.. But I really hope a small honest writing like this could bring at least a lil change in future..

Congrats Syai, Timi, Nuzul and Hanis and also Mariam (not in the pic) for your graduation!!
Tumpang bangga and gembira utk korang !! :)

xoxo
comot yang emo dengan berita SRK!!

:: rambut oh rambut ::

2008-12-02T17:06:00.000-08:00

*gambar hiasan semata-mata. tiada kena mengena langsung* ^_*

hihihii.. after long time.. tengok sana sini.. google sana sini.. tengok mana style rambut yang lawa and cun.. saya akhirnye potong juge rambut ni.. Rasenye keinginan ini timbul sebab banyak sangat tengok American's next top model kot.. hahahahah.. what can I say.. sume orang pun ade keinginan.. and for sure sume org nak cantik n hensem.. rite?

Lat year, masa datang sini.. before start pegi fieldtrip. I cut my own hair.. hhohoh.. pendek gile.. n xde style langsung.. So after a year. dah panjang la kan.. I want a wild cut!! not a descent style anymore.. Ye,, saya tau .. xde gune.. sebab pkai tudung.. xde sape nak tengok pun.. hohhoh. You're wrong babe!! This is what we called self-satisfaction. Puas gile.. I look younger and most important.. I feel younger as always.. With agy hairstyle!! hahaha... thanx Tyra!!! ( xleh blah kan..)

* sorry no picture this time... I don't have any intention to show to whole world*

just nak share how happy I am with my hair cut now after cutting 30cm rambut yang di jaga dgn penuh kasih sayang selama setahun... hehehe good bye my hair... sorry, but i have to get rip most of you from my head!!! and one more thing, I don't need hair band anymore.. yay!!!

xoxo
comot with new hair style

:: permata hati ::

2008-11-25T21:34:00.000-08:00

Ni dia.. permata hati yang kami tunggu2.. akhirnye.. my beloved new born niece dapat balik..
yang ni muka bujur kan.. btw..yang sister..

dapat ke dibezakan?sorang muka bujur, sorang bulat..
nama dorang heleena felisa & heleeza farisa
(to be honest.. saya tak pasti yang mana 1)

yang pasti.. si kakak namanya hardreena farhana
sukanya kakak bergambar dgn her twin sisters
(i can't wait to go home.. seriously)..

xoxo
che cik

:: bile ati bengak ::

2008-11-25T16:58:00.000-08:00

sejak 2 menjak ni ,, i feel sad..very sad,, xtau nk cite kat sape.. n kalu cite pun .. mybe org akan cakap.. biarla .. dh hobby dia.. but for me.. i doesn't make sense... seriously .. its too much.. i pendam je dlm ati,, smpai blh rs .. ati ni bengkak.. nak nangis.. sedih gile..

ape yang istimewa sgt dgn game tu.. kenapa main smpai mcm tu sekali? i pun malas gak nk bt ape2.. tapi tak la smpai cmtu sekali.. smpai xde rs nak bt ape2.. ye.. btul.. baru abis exam.. nnti dh start kelas xleh main.. yeke? komik pun blh baca time nak exam.. xtau nk bt ape.. i seriously cannot take it..

smpai ke kepala.. but this time.. biarla i membebel kat sini je,.. dia nk bt ape pun bt la.. i dont care anymore.. skt ati pun bukan org lain tau .. tgk smpai mana i blh tahan with all these stupid things.. i hate ppl who created all these things.. mmg la sbb one thing , i xreti nk main... tapi mmg xhingin pun main.. bgi sejuta pun xnk.. wat ever happened..

xsangka .. ade org sanggup ngadap bende tu smpai bilik xkemas.. lepas makan tinggal je.. orang hulur makanan pun blh suruh letakkan kat atas meja sbb xleh nk lepas kan sekejap sgt bnde tu.. O M G.. i seriously i cannot take it.. i tgh sabar... seriusly sabar.. i xnk membebel lagi dh .. biar je.. i mean it this time...

i try to accept hobby org yang macam ni.. tapi mmg xleh.. xkisah la nak main pun.. tapi biarla yang lain tu terjaga dgn eloknye.. "u ni cerewet sgtla"...ye sy tau sy cerewet... n very fussy... suka membebel.. ape lgi .. u name it.. but atleast i nk make sure everything is fine.. n back to order.. make sure tempat tinggal kemas.. ruang keje kemas n teratur..

hurm.. ntah la... mybe sume salah i la kot.. i dh xtau lagi nk bt cmne n ape.. lepas ni , i xkisah dh la.. ape nk jdi pun.. i need advise.. i xnk la halang hobby org as ppl dont care about mine.. but this could really affected my relationship.. ingat i suka sgtke nk membebel sesuka ati.. ingat xpnat ke.. i hate writing all these... tapi kalu xtulis kat sini.. mmg ati i skt gile.. i xnk blame other ppl.. n i know main tu sume xsalah.. nak main smpai mati pun xsalah.. but pls.. berpada - pada la..

so.. am I right? or I'm wrong again? maybe xde org blh bayang kan how I really feel now.. I think i need to be like b4. be independent!! xharapkan org lain too much.. wat everla.. i pen off skrg!!! i cume nak lepas kan ape yang i rs je kat sini...

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: doa dalam hati ::

2008-11-23T06:09:00.000-08:00

Kalau hati ini punya sepasang mata
Aku pasti ia hanya akan memandang diri kamu
Tenung tepat ke mata hatimu

Dan jika hati ini punya telinga
Sepasang telinga ini tidakkan jemu mendengarkan
Setiap bait-bait perkataan dari bibirmu

Jikalau hati ini memiliki hidung
Ia takkan pernah puas mencium bau harummu
Takkan sesak nafas ini

Dan kalaulah hati ini punya mulut
Aku berjanji ia hanya mengucapkan rindu padamu
Mengalunkan lagu cinta paling indah
Mengukir senyuman semanis madu
Tanpa pernah jemu

Walau hati ini buta
Hati ini pekak dan bisu sekalipun
Aku yakin cinta akan memanduku
Dan setiap langkah ini
Tertuju hanya kearah mu
Dekat pada mu

P.s: Ketika mata tidak terlelap, hidung penuh sesak dan telinga terasa bingit.
Hati mula menyulam doa

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: Saya di tag oleh Aimi ::

2008-11-22T17:56:00.000-08:00

Adui.. saya di tag lagi.. Seperti usual, tiap kali di tag, saya tertanya2, sape la punye idea .. mcm2 ek manusia ni. but i guess, tag entry ni akan buatkan blogger keeps blogging.. isn't it? ok, this is my turn..

The rules:

* Take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.

* DON'T change your cloth. DON'T fix your hair, just take a picture.

* Post that picture with NO editing.

* Post this instruction with your picture.

* Tag 10 people to do this.

ta daaa.. ini la hasilnye.. sy mmg teangah pkai tudung sekarang.. so tak de ape nk buat b4 amik gmaba.. just turn on my camera n click.. this is it.. no make-up, no editing.. nothing...just plain ME!

I'm sorry, I don't like to tag others, I don't why.. or maybe I should this time... hurmmm..
NO!! heheh.. sape2 yang nak di buta, n tunjuk diri sendiri.. dipersilakan... :D

P.s: I'm 25yrs old already.. huhu,, a.k.a young @heart!! :)

xoxo

sweetlittlesunshine

:: what a talent ::

2008-11-13T00:34:00.000-08:00

hurm.. it's quite long time i haven't update my sweetie here.. hehe.. n of course, i guess most of ppl in this world i guess have 1 same hobby which i don't know it's either good or not. LOL... the 1 that i meant is browsing videos in the YOUTUBE.. am i right? i think most ppl will agree with me.. n same goes to me..

last year i was mesmerize by these 2 singer from a reality tv show called "Britain's got talent" .. i honestly prefer the britain's version rather than american's. It is just a personal opinion.. no hurt feeling ok?

straight to the point .. just watch these video..

seriously.. i was stunned.. listening to both of them.. n this year there were more talented ppl in that show.. these are my favorite so far.. (might not finished browsing yet!! hahah)

oh ya.. to be honest..i'm not a big fan of opera song.. but,listening to them singing, make me fell goose bump everywhere on my body.. and tears start pouring.. i dont know.. i just wonder, 'what a talent God could give to human being'. n most of them are 6-13 yrs old.. gosh.. can't you believe it? but ya.. enjoy the videos ya!!
my fav still connie talbot.. she is just amazing n of course sooo sweet.. the rest thumbs up..

i guess all of us must keep up the best talent we think we had.. not only singing.. but everything.. hurm.. i wonder what is my ultimate talent? :D

P.s: sorry aimi.. no video from ur fav George.. and pls do not browsinf to much.. u might wasting ur precious time.. ( also goes to me!! )

pen off~~

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: J u S t 4 Y o U ::

2008-11-07T17:55:00.000-08:00

oh my God.. look what i've found... connie talbot singing this song.. it's lovely!!
this is also for my beloved family and friends
whereever you are..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: sweetheart ::

2008-11-07T16:38:00.000-08:00

Mood macam hampeh.. turun naik.. xtau kenapa.. dahala malam2 hidung tersumbat a.k.a block nose.. aduh.. dh 2 mlm tido menyandar.. tapi xpe2 .. last nite, kakngah sent me couple of emeils, which contained pictures.. i've been waiting for this....

kakak a.k.a eldest sister of the twin said, she looks like tok (ma). Is she? hurm.. cari punye cari .. jumpe gmba ma.. i think her nose is identical like ma.. hihi

hurmm ade ke? ye kot.. maybe gamba ni xclear sgt.. tapi rsnye mmg ade ade iras2 ma.. belek2 gamba tadi jumpe this one.. when kakak was small.. not even 1yr if i'm not mistaken...

hahah.. muka kakak was a bit bulat kot banding ngan twin... but now.. i think is more like her papa..(sorry kakngah)
oh ya.. congrats kakak for winning the 1st prize in colouring contest.. dapat jam tangan limited edition walt disney. huhu.. tengok dlm above photo.. she and her pencil colour pack.. adeksue, cakap mmg dia sgt suka colour2 ni.. hurmmm on nov 24th, kakak will turn 4 yrs old.. cik cik tgh pk.. ape nak bagi kat kakak ni..

oh ya.. i told u .. i got twin nieces kan? the other one is still in ICU .. she is smaller than this lil girl.. only 1.5 kg.. fighting!!! everyone is waiting for you my dear!!!

xoxo
kakcik @ cik cik

:: summer or winter ::

2008-11-05T19:42:00.000-08:00

Dunedin on Dunedin.. What should I expect from u? NZ is one of the 4 seasons country.. huhu.. Really? i dont think so.. heheh.. Yesterday was a bit shocking for me.. I didn't expect weather would be that creepy.. Super duper cold.. It was almost like Autum/Winter..

Strong wind might be a normal scene in here. but yesterday.. i felt different.. colder n stronger wind compare to normal? Plus, It was snowing up to the hill, I could see whwn I was walking on the road, Slightly whitish layer covering the hill.. Shocking rite? And sleet and hail were pouring!! I have to say, I forgot how does the rain in Malaysia feels like.. heheh.. I try to remember not that I not.. hah.. But here it is icy cold.. huhu.. What a day in Dunedin..

Am I into fashion? Lucky, I'm not.. It is a bit weird for me if I heard ppl say..
"I need to buy summer clothes since it's summer now"
Even during sunny day.. I could see most ppl here wearing buble jacket, long n thick jacket and even pashmina covering a neck. Since I was the only one wearing hijab/ tudung in my department, so many ppl came to me and say
" U r so lucky.. having a scarf to cover yr head. U must feel warm! :D"

So ya.. like my supervisor said..
"expect the worst but hoping for the best!!"
"get ready ur jacket mate!!"

hurm... as usual.. today, at my fav spot in my room.. looking at the window.. the sun is playing hide n seek.. rain come and go.. Wind blows north and south.. or maybe east and west!! aha..
I think I miss this little boy... AfiQ.

P.s : my sistes texted me saying that one of my niece (1.9kg one,sorry no name yet) can come home today.. So happy !!

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: on request ; kegemaran saya ::

2008-11-05T02:03:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. ini sulie punye request utk postkan resepi kat blog ni..

1- lepat pisang
bahan-bahan
-pisang yg dah masak.. tak kisah la berape pun nk letak..lagi byk lgi sodap( kalu beli pisang xabis mkn, tgk2 dh lebu/over riped, lagi sedap,paham2 ajela.. oversea ni mn ade byk jenis pisang)
-gula (secukup rasa, nk manis lebihkan)
-kelapa parut (kat nz ni ade yang kering aje, xde hal.. blh aje digunakan,, lgi mudah kot, kalu rs xsuka rs keras, gaulkan dgn air panas skit,kasi lembut)
-tepung gandum ( pun ikut suka jugak, tapi hint yang sy blh bagi, mcm nk bt cekodok pisang, kalu keras xbest)
-air
-baking paper

cara-cara
-lenyek pisang ,personally suka yang chuncky skit.. supaya rs pisang tu lebih skit.
-then masuk gula, kelapa parut n tepung
-kacau kan la.. last sekali masuk air.. -potong baking paper and then masukkn adunan tu .. lipat mcm bungkus nasi lemak 50sen..
-pastu kukus dlm pengukus/ steamer ( xde pengukus? amik periuk or pan besar, didihkan air.. then masukkan lepat tu dlm bekas lain.letak dlm air mendidih tu.. then tutup..)
*kalu paham konsep steamer mesti xde masalah.. ape2 sahaja blh digunakan.. kukus dlm 30-40minit.. lebih kurang la..
*best gile makan time musim sejuk.. pekene teh or kopi panas.. huhu.. sedappppp..!!

2-apam balik

bahan-bahan
-2cawan tepung
-1/2 cawan gula
-1/2 camca soda bikarbonat
-1/2 camca baking powder
-1 camca kecil wrna kuning (xletak pun xpe)
-1 biji telur
-1 1/2 cawan air
-tacang tanah (kisar halus-hint* kalu bt kuah kacang.. ade kacang lebih,, simpan.. blh digunakan, bt apam balik..hihi)
-jagung dlm tin.. (yg krim sedap kot)
-gula -sedikit mentega

cara-cara
1-pukul telur n gula smpai kembang. and then masukkn gandum, soda bikarbonat, baking powder , air ( hint* kadar kepekatan mcm buat roti jala la lebih kurang.. xcair sgt,,n xpekat sgt) 2-ape lagi.. panaskan pan (yang xmelekat) api sederhana.. cairkan mentega sikit..
3-then layarkan adunan tadi.. jgn tebal sgt.. nnti terlampau tebal.. xsedap sgt
4-taburla bende2 alah tu.. jagung, kacang n gula... ikut citarasa sendiri nk byk mana pun.. 5-angkatla kalu kulit tu dh msk.. kat bawah tu jadi brownish ...b4 angkat, lipat 2.. ala.. mcm org jual apam balik..
6-potongkan... huhu.. siap dah apam balik..

3-flourless cheesecake
*sumber mesra.net

bahan-bahan
Crust:
- 250g bread crumb
- 125g butter
- 2 sudu besar gula
- setengah sudu kecil serbuk kayu manis
*tapi sy skip cinnamon powder sbb xsuka, n sy xpenah ikut sukatan tu.. main ikut suka aje.. agak2 la dgn baking pan yang kita nk guna tu.. n ikut citarasa la nak tebal ke nipis.. xde hal..

Filling:
- 3 250g cream cheese
- 1 cawan gula
- 5 biji telur
- satu setengah sudu kecil vanila
*kalu ikut pan saya.. 500g cream cheese pun dh cukup.. (rujuk gmba), kalu telur size besar, 3-4 bijik pun dh cukup. gula pun.. kalu suka manis.. blh tmbah..

Topping:
- 3 cawan sour cream
- setengah cawan gula
- satu setengah sudu kecil vanila
*alkisahnye,, sy bukanla peminat cheese yg amat2.. so byk kali sy skip topping.. pun ok aje.. sgt sbb.. bakar lama skit.. smpai nmpak kuning..ni lah hasinye.. (not too cheesy, i prefer this one personally)
cara-cara
Crust:
-lembutkan butter dan campurkan ke bread crumb. Gaul rata.
- Masukkan gula dan serbuk kayu manis.Gaul Rata
- Letakkan bahan crust ke seluruh bahagian tray ( dasar dan tepi )
- Boleh mula panaskan oven di 150 darjah Celcius.

Filling:
- Lembutkan cream cheese sehingga cukup lembut (suhu bilik, tapi jgn terlalu lama.. nnti berair. sy suggest kalu nk bt baru beli..guna ynag fresh) untuk digaulkan dengan mixer.
- Guna mixer untuk gaul cream cheese sehingga lembut.(kasi kembang)
- Masukkan gula dan gaul.
- Campur telur sebiji demi sebiji dengan mixer dalam kelajuan sederhana.
- Tambahkan vanila.
- Letakkan ke atas crust.
- Masukkan ke dalam oven selama 50 minit.

Topping:
- Pukul sour cream sehingga fluffy.
- Campur gula dan vanila dan pukul sehingga sebati, putih dan licin (tiada lagi rasa kasar gula pada jari)
- Apabila filling sudah dibakar selama 50 minit, letak topping di atas filling dan masukkan ke dalam oven selama 5 minit dengan suhu yg sama.

Keluarkan cheesecake dari oven dan biarkan sehingga sejuk. Masukkan ke dalam peti ais sekurang-kurangnya 1 jam setengah.

* kalu yang tanpa topping... tunggu sejuk pun dh cukup.. terus blh mkn.. hiasan atas kek.. ape2 saje blh.. ikut citarasa sendiri.. hihi

selamat mencuba terutama kepada sulie (dah cube amik gmba.. post kat blog ok.. )

xoxo
comot~

:: kesukaan saya ::

2008-11-04T17:11:00.000-08:00

*tiramisu*
setelah sekian lama teringin nak mkn.. nk mkn kat sini xleh.. sbb ade alkohol..
taaa daaa.. ini la hasilnye..

*cheese cake*
ini plak cheese cake utk tammy (4 her 21st bday)
huhu.. saya sgt gumbira.. sbb ini yg plg menjadi.. huhu

*apam balik*
saya mmg suka mkn kuih la.. kalu kat trganu.. senang je.pg je kat ngadang kor tu.. tunjung aje ape nak mkn.. sume ade..
saya teringin makan apam balik.. so.. ini dia..

*tart telur*
ini mmg fav of all time..
n yang ni yang plg improve.. heheh

*lepat pisang*
jeng jeng jeng.. tengok ape yg saya mengidam.
lepat pisang yang saya eksperimenkan guna baking paper,,
kalu bt laporan.. bahagian result sgt positif..

*creme puff*
ini xmenjadi.. tapi blhla.. crustnye tidak tip top...
i put lots of effort tho.. blhla setakat mkn sorang..
xtau bile nak try lagi..

so.. nilah antara kegemaran saye sepanjang di sini.. baking.. n saya suka mkn kuih muih... wlpun kena byk sabar.. tapi okla.. dpt gak mkn n jamu2 org kan... xla teruk sgt skil didapur.. tapi msak still byk lagi kena belajar.. lauk pauk Melayu ni susah skit.. huhu.. ni rsnye my 2nd update kot utk hasil tangan saya ni.. last time xingt.. awl2 entry kot.. happy sungguh bile tgk ape kite bt ni menjadi..

"kdg2, rupa pun penting gak,LOL"

xoxo
yana yang comot!!

:: ayat - ayat cinta dari kacamata comot ::

2008-11-03T22:28:00.000-08:00

mungkin rmai yang dh tgk movie ayat-ayat cinta. i watched it too, long time ago... 4 sure cerita tu lain dri lain.. or maybe sy xpenah tgk cite cmtu.. cerita tu membuatkan saya kagum!!

1-kagum pada set penggambaran
2-kagum pada barisan para pelakon
3-kagum pada jalan cerita

itu diantaranye la.. kalu senarai semua.. xdptla kan... sepanjang-pjg cerita ni.. saya tertanya2, ade ke lelaki mcm si fahri ni.. yang teramat lurus bendul?... mungkin ade... hensem?.. mungkin tidak pada kaca mata saya...bijak & alim sebegitu?.. sy yakin lelaki sebegini masih wujud dan saya doakan golongan sebegitu bertambah rmai..

Bercakap pasal hero.. tidak lengkap jika tiada heroin.. Masya_Allah...Aisya dan Maria.. mcm terkedu.. Terasa begitu hina diri saya. Cantiknye mereka... dan indah pula budi pekerti.. belum lagi cakap pasal soal pengorbanan seorang wanita mempertahan cinta mereka pada insan tercinta kerana Illahi.. Watak Maria mengingatkan pada seseorang.. yang saya kenal hanya selama 6 jam pejalanan menaiki ke Christchurch. Wanita Dutch yang duduk disebelah saya dlm bas.. Saya hanya mampu telan air liur bile dia membaca buku 'Islam my life' .. kami tidak bercakap sgt la.. tapi mendengarkan dia membaca ayat-ayat sucu al_quran membuatkan saya sgt terkejut.. bile ditanya.. Dia seorang Kristian. Wow..

Aisya... wataknye membuatkan sy tetanya2.. mampukah saya berkorban sebegitu sekali? Mungkin tidak, mungkin ye..sanggupke saya berkongsi kasih dgn orang yg saya cintai? semangatnye, kemahuannye dan cintanya sgt tinggi. tidak tercapai akal saya memikirkannye..

"Antara cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki adalah tidak sama."

ini yang disebut oleh Maria.. rmai yang bersetuju dan rmai juga yang tidak bersetuju..
1-kalu tiada cinta masakan kite ingin memiliki
2-saya cintakan si dia, tapi cukup sekadar cinta, tapi tidak rasa utk memilikinye
3-saya teringin memiliki si dia, tapi saya tidak mencintai dia..

dlm cerita ni, perkahwinan digambarkan dgn amat simple..
terpikir jugak, ade ke org kawin mcm ni skrg terutama sekali masyarakat melayu..
Beruntungnye si Fahri tu...heheh

keseluruhannye.. cerita ini sgt menarik bagi saya..mungkin sukar utk dikupas mksud cinta itu sendiri, tapi saya pasti itu salah satu kisah cinta yang mungkin berlaku pada individu tertentu.
Melihatkan dari Aisya dan Maria,
cinta membuatkan mereka kuat,
mereka ingin berkorban,
membuatkan mereka bahagia dan derita,
cinta juga membuatkan mereka rela,
berusaha tanpa kenal lelah dan jemu,
dan pasrah pada ketentuan Illahi

Mungkin ini yang dikata kan..
Cinta yang agung hanya pada Illahi.

Sebenarnye, sya tergerak menulis entry ini selepas membaca byk review2 yang di tulis oleh blogger. ada 2 yang menarik perhatian saya:

1-the pretender

http://thepretender09.blogspot.com/2008/10/ayat-ayat-cinta.html
2-zul ilham
http://ilhamica.blogspot.com/2008/08/reading-is-to-mind-what-exercise-is-to.html

cukupla kot setakat ni .. ini semua ape yang terlintas difikiran saya.. dah lama sebenarnye,, tapi sekarang baru tergerak utk menulis..
akhir kalam..
semoga cinta yang kite pertaruhkan, membuatkan kite lebih kuat!!

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: exam dia sudah bermula ::

2008-11-02T15:50:00.000-08:00

orang lain dh abis exam, tapi budak ni baru nk start
selamat maju jaya buat semua 3rd yr medical student
otago univ.

bile tgk gamba ni, nampak dia sgt tekun study.. mybe i should take photos of him while he's reading online comic, playing psp n watching anime or drama..
lagi tekun dari study kot..

but overall, i know he's very dedicated when he spent his time for his academic stuff.
a bit more serious.. hehe

i might not be the best person to tell you about him
but as far as I know, he is a guy who can be matured at sometimes or mybe he acts like one.
i believe he is matured by nature :)
one thing about him is ,, he is a bit sengal. sometimes ..
in my words, he doesn't know how to express his feeling.
he rather choose to keep quiet or worse,,, he acts very sengal like this photo ( below )

hurmmm... ni la gaya org over stress or mybe ade urat dlm kepala otak putus..
A many appologize to Hani. Abaikan sahaja dia ni..

hahahahahhahaa
I wish you all the best. Gambate!!
Fighting!!!!!!

xoxo
ur comot

.: welcome to the family :.

2008-10-30T18:14:00.000-07:00

29th October 2008..
Me and my entire family were celebrating with full of
happiness,
Of course, waiting is such a pain,
Even my sis in Ireland and me here felt more than others,
Coz both of us only could wait any news from our family members in Malaysia.
To be honest, I could'nt sleep well on that nite.
I was praying so hard, hoping that 3 of them will be fine.
Three?
Yes, my sis just giving birth to twin gurls...
For the first time in our family..
But they were born pre-mature 8.5months,
1st gurl was 1.5kg and 2nd gurl 1.9kg,
I close my eyes, just wanted to imagine how small they could be,

Kakak will be excited too I guess!!
Cik cik always love you princess :)

Kakngah & a.Fahmi,
Congrates, From far, I am soooo happy to hear that.

To cik cik's tiny lil twins,
Be strong!!
I hope that both of you will be discharged from Special Unit Care soon..
Cik cik haven't see both of you yet,
But I knew I love you both!
Same as I love kakak dearly..

I'm eagerly waiting for photos..
Will update soon!!

xoxo
Sweetlittlesunshine

.: Sun, yet doesn't shine on me :.

2008-10-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

sekali lagi, sy diuji. dilanda masalah kesihatan. xtau la nk ckp cmne.. sedih hati ni, xde sape yang tau. first n foremost, i would like to thank you to all ppl who help me to go through these tough moment with me. carried me all around. every single soothing word make me stronger nad stronger each day.

headache or migraine or watever u called it!! it happened for quite sometimes.especially on my right forehead. it is worse, coz my right eye become blurred and sometimes turn black. scary right? sekian lama, saya buat dek aje.. sejak akhir2 ni, sy rs xsedap badan, malam2 shiver yg sgt teruk wlpun heater kat sebelah. so dipendekkan cite,

thursday, saya pg student health, buat appoinment, so dptla jumpa Gp kul 2.15pm. so GP refer my case kat eye department, Dunedin Hosp. I went there with Mr. B. I couldn't help myself. i was scared and sad. sampai je kat sane, bagi surat yg Gp bagi, receptionist tu bgitau abis sessi ni kena byr nzd168.75. O. m G.. mmg sy xnk bt pun masa tu. sbb poket kering. n xsure insuran cover ke tak. but Mr B insist nk saya buat jugak. so sy pun stay la tunggu giliran. xla ramai sgt on that time , dh pkul 4 lebih msa tu. when it came to my turn, Dr Anne- Marie was the one who hold my case. maca2 test buat. eye sigt mapping, eye pressure checking, n so on la.. dia pggil kwn dia untuk dptkan second opinion. Body temp was 37.7'C.

Lucky, both of them were very nice. Both macam buntu gak, cos mata sume ok. so at 1st dorang suspect sinusitis. and after disscused with each other, they both agree to call their consultant. so, Dr Anne came to me again. at 1st saya ms sorang2. (dari dulu mmg saya malu if org tau sy sakit, i dont know why) but after heard so many scary things from both docs, i asked Mr B masuk. I believed he would understand better than me as he is a medical student.

So .... Dr Anne-Marie suggested me to do CT scan. nak check sinus and they nerves behind my eyes. I could see she was trying hard to explain as good as she can , so that I didn't get shocked with all scary medical term. at that time, i felt like I was in one of Dr House series. Listening to ppl, saying CT scan, MRI , nerves, something in brain, was scary. Scared to death!!! she did tell me that I did the right thing by coming and see the doctors. She actually wanted me to be admitted to the hospital as she saw me looking bad n very crook. but I told her, I did'nt want. I was very sure that I can handle this. so she arranged the CT scan for me the next day.

I was lucky, Salleh's mum is here, and she is everyone's mum here in Dunedin. She voluntereed herself to accompany me to the hospital instead of Mr B alone. Thank you makcik for being me the whole time. Teman kan saya pg amik darah pagi2 tu. Oh ya, did I mention that her cook is superb and always get ready a breakfast for me. i think twice kot. Thank you again makcik.

So after waiting for quite half an hour, I went to radiology Dept at 1st floor, xtau nk rs ape. rs mcm jasad je yang bergerak. tapi yg lain mcm dh mati. takut sgt. nak nangis pun mcm xde pape. sape tak scary. nk kena screening kepala otak. kang tetibe ade pape yg tak kena,,..... hmmm no comment...
mmg xde amik gamba la sepanjang proses ni.. tapi sume ni mmg segar dlm ingatan. after that, kena pg semula kat eye dept,.. i was so sad, thinking about my self yang selalu sakit, but Salleh's mum was able to make me laughed and smile although it was hard. At that moment, i think I was th only young ppl waiting to see the Doc. the rest were all old ppl. I was so depressed. seriously!! but I know, sume ni ujian kan!! so tunggu punye tunggu, dptla jumpa Dr Anne- Marrie smula, Mak salleh temankan.

Guess wat.. Ct scan result.. everything is fine. no symptom of sinus and everything. Ya Allah, lega sgt. Sakit mcm trus hilang. xde sape dpt rs sume tu. But, but and but, that didn't answer any Questions... my headache is still a mystery. So they doc said, i should finish my antibiotic for 2weeks and then come back for next check up. but, if anytime, saya skt, trus dtg hospital n she said , i need another scanning, which is MRI and kena refer neuro dpt... Gosh... i was stunned.

For now, saya berharap sgt antiobiotic tu can cure me. pls pls pls... until now, still skt lgi. but mata dh kurang blur. stakat ni jela.. my story.. i know, this time is very long rite..
But friends, thank you so much!!! for all your concerned and support!!!

p.s To Mr B,
Thank you for all your time!!
BISU

.: xoxoxoxoxo :.

2008-10-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

mira, achik , me n aaron tintong!!
best gile ms ni..

saya tau, dh sgt lama sy tak update pape di sini, sy xtau nk tulis ape, i mean nk share ape2, byk bnde exciting sepanjang Syawal ni, tapi byk jugak gundah gulana dlm hidup sy ni setakat ni. bilik sy pun dh mcm tongkang pecah, i hardly recognised my own room. n i hate it so much. i need some change i guess. i miss my home kat Trganu, seriusly!! n umah knagh dulu. bile ingt ke sume ni, my eyes become crystal clear n it starts raining n pouring!!

From diary or calendar, ppl might say i almost finished. yup! thats true. suddently i feel empty, i don't know what i want. i dont know what i want to do after this. to be honest, i enjoy being a student. but so many times, i complained how sick i am,, studying, studying , studying.. mybe many friends feel jealous with me, sbb blh study kat oversea n so on. but u guys should know, i envy u guys more than anything. terutamanya, kwn2 yg dh settle down, .. hmm. ntahla.. susah nk cite..

mybe kepala ni terasa berat pk kan hal study n hal2 lain. smpai rs mcm hilang ingatan. rs mcm xde pape dlm otak. yang pasti cume rs nk balik. i think, the moment i enjoyed the most in my life, ms keje kat Body Shop dulu. seriuosly.. I love it, not to mentioned gaji yg ciput kan.. but i know,, money is not everything la.. as long as I'm happy, that should be enough. Not that i don't enjoy being here.. mmg enjoyla.. but too much pressure.. sometimes xtau nk share ngn sape.. nk bt ape.. nk share pun kdg2 xterluah dgn kate2. h,, dont know la.. nk stop sini dulu.. xtau dh nk kate ape..

me n mira masa training make up
miss u so much darling!!!

.: ini sulie punye idea :.

2008-10-13T15:30:00.000-07:00

Handbag is not my thing. but kalu org bagi free, ape salahnye.. heheh.. sulie forwardkan to me.. so i pun clickla.. who knows kan ..

do visit this website--->http://www.handbagplanet.com/
wish all of us wit good luck!!

yana

.: finally she listened to me :.

2008-10-11T16:34:00.000-07:00

Last year, I lived in the same room and flat but with 5other people. One of them is a gurl from Bangalore, India. Roshni Rao.

I can say that she is one of my best friend. thinking about what we've been through for a year living under the same roof, will always make me cry.. ah.. I don't want to talk about sad thing. past is past.. For me, all those episodes make oru friendship stronger each day although we live separately now and in future. I believe that way!!

She's very or super super smart!! Her English superb too .. oh ya.. did I tell you that maybe my Hindi language is better than her.. hhaha( joking) but 1 thing for sure, I watched Bollywood movies more than she does. trust me!! I don't know how I would survive studying overseas for the 1st time without her. n I think Jinjoo will agree with me.. She is our English teacher too.. I miss reading someone correcting my english without feel hurt.
P.s: thanks Rosh..

U know what , she is very good in music too. She plays guitar and she sing very well. I told me long ago to sing in front of ppl. N just now, she sent me a link, a video of her singing!! finally.. I'm very proud of you Rosh and so happy for you for everything!!

Here is video of her!! I believe this is not the first time!! I'm glad you found him. I wish you no more sad tears.. ok? ( did I tell u Rosh, I missed listen someone crying in our living room while holding the phone? lol.. joking.. )

Roshni, I love you dearly!! I'm sorry for everything ya..

.: salam lebaran dari anakanda :.

2008-09-29T18:30:00.001-07:00

Ramadhan hampir tamat.. sedih kan.. kalu pk2 .. ikut plan.. this will be my last Ramadhan in NZ. Twice celebrating Ramadhan here. alhamdulillah.... mmg best sbnrnye.. ape taknye.. cuaca xsepanas Msia.. xla dahaga sgt.. lapar pun kurang la.. boleh selalu berbuka di masjid dgn sisters lain. Tak perlula ingt sbb xleh gi bazar Ramadhan ke, makan masakan ma ke.. it dah mmg sah la sedih kan.. maybe next yr.. kalu dipnjang kan umo.. dapat pose kat Msia.. sedih plak... sbb teringat suasana pose kat NZ.. ah.. tidakkkkk.... yang psti mmg xsbr nk balik..

So Insyaallah.. raya pun kali ke2 la kat sini.. kalu tahun lepas, saya dipertanggungjawapkan utk bt satay.. tahun pun mcm tu pada mulanye.. tapi dgn besar hati saya bagi Imran bt.. I know he can handle it.. sy datang tolong aje.. happy sgt sbnrnye!!! tanggung jawap tu sgtla besar.. bayangkanla 30kg daging.. perghhh...

Sedih sebenarnye ni.. ma n abah thun ni beraya xde sape kat umah.. kakngah sarat mengandung.. doktor xbagi balik trganu.. paln along xjadi plak.. sbb Jaja kena chicken pox..hummm.. xleh bayang la cmne.. mana la ma n abh pnah raya bedua aje..
mmg la ade sedara mara n jiran tetangga.. tapi .. every yr.. mmg ade nye kami adik beradik kat umah.. ms malam raya.. Dugaan besar sungguh tahun ni..

Utk ma n abah.. Insyaallah.. kc akan balik next yr.. both of you wont be alone.. no more...i'll be back for good!! mintak ampun dan maaf dri kc lahir sampai sekarang!!! I love you both!! you mean the world to me..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

.: Jawap aje la..:.

2008-09-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.-I'll try!!

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.-Xpenah tag org!!

Tagged by Aimi Razlan

 1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

 - stunned!! definitely i'll cry out loud but after cleaning whole things!! Just want to get out my anger.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- For now, finish my MSc and fly back to Malaysia ASAP!!

3. If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
- Trim rambut cantik2 , then pkai gel , buat rambut cacak cacak!! ( macam teringin je!! LOL )

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- an ultimate dream car ( New Bettle) and a piece of land in NZ.

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
- yes, why not?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- loving someone... I dont care he love me back or not, coz, when i like someone, he is my inspiration. silience love if fun!!being loved is of course is a bless but, its hard .. especially when he said he loves me, and then go away..

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- till death take my breath ( of course la.. kalu x,, xde la kate LOVE. it is a small word.. but it comes with hugh meaning)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- pray for his happiness. yes, that's all i can do. loser ke?---- same ngan aimi. i'm not a loser definitely!!

9. Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
- no. i dont think so.--- same

10. What takes you down the fastest?
- lost my best friends!!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
i)finished my PhD

ii) married with my HIM and having kids

iii) have my own business ( paper n stationery shop & spa)

iv) conquer all Europe and UK countries.

v) a piece of land and a dream house.

* thats all for myself .. jgn lain belakang cite,,

INSYA-ALLAH.

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
- i wnat to know who did all these Q ( what an imagination!!)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Aimi Razlan,,, Che mek molek dari Kelate.. cun melecun... tak tipu ok.. tinggi dari saya.. setakat ni xde yg negative.. bukan ape,, xdela nk kate kami ni rapat bebenor.. so xpelu la nak judge org kan.. heheh.. all i know.. I LOVE YOU AIMI :)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married but poor. as long as i'm with you.. no matter what!!

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- tarik duvet,, and mybe on heater!! huhu

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- kalu blum kawin.. blum la .. aiyo.. itu pun mau tanya ka?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- person who loves me more!! n teh most important thing is my family like him too..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- tgk keaadaan la.. tapi try la lupekan.. buang karan je ingt lebih2..

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-having a relationship if both care so much for each other.. thats one way to know each other better.. jodoh kan kena cari..

Aimi.. dah sudah jawap ni.. heheh..

Xpelu la tag sesape.. kalu ade org nak jwp.. ok aje.. no hurm.

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

:: Butterflies in my stomach, but I love it ::

2008-09-16T02:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. today.. as usual, Tuesday, I have lab demonstrating. Demonstrating is fun despite hard questions from students. Especially me,, and of course language barrier is the main reason. It's frustrating .. if u know the answer but it;s difficult to explain to them. But after all, i'm very happy, John Steel (my Boss) he trust me out of no where, asked me last yr either I want to be a demonstrator or not. At first, I was'nt feel confident at all.

So far, I have been working as demonstrator for almost 2yrs. I feel accepted and trusted. Every single lab, I can feel butterflies in my stomach!! I'm excited but scared in the same time. You can't expect what questions ur students will ask you tho. For me, that is scary..

So, today 10th lab of BIOL 112 (Biology of Plant) on Water potential. At the end of the lab we had to stay to mark the report down. Hehe. i was tired and hungry.. You know what, it's hard. So many elements that you have to consider. Your mood at that time, handwriting and many more.

I really want to laugh, cry, scream out loud, tear the paper up, everything. Seriously, So many answers, different style and handwriting! Sometimes I wanted to be very strict, sometimes I wanted to be lenient,hahha.. You know what, its all a very good experiences for me since I'll be a teacher one day. I cherish all these precious time with my other demostrator friends and John Steel. Today, he asked me.
" Yana, are you going to demostrate for me next yr?"
" If you want me too.." I smiled
" I've put your name in my list long time ago, and plz consider to stay here!!"
heheheheh.. John,, Plz don't make me feel hard to leave botany dept as I already feel it rite now.
You can't imagine my feeling when I heard more than 5 ppls saying " I can't imagine botany dept without you, a small Asian gurl". I feel like crying.. I really am..

John & me

-My kiwi friends: Lisa, Katherine, me & Emma-
Last Year BIOL 112

p.s: will upload this year ppl later.

So yea.. that's all for today!! My demonstrating day!! I'm gonna miss them so much!! They are all stay in heart forever..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

.: Pandang belakang :.

2008-09-08T17:32:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah, today day 8hari pose kat NZ. Tahun ke 2 kat sini!! Kalu nak dibandingkan, pose kat sini sangat best.. Tak panas, so kurang dahaga!! hehe.. Sebenarnya, kalu diingat, tak pernah terlintas pun saya akan keluar dari Malaysia, tanah air tercinta. Sebulan pun dah susah nak percaya. ni kan plak hampir 2thn di sini. Bersyukur sgt2..

Rindu keluarga tolak tepi dulu.. banyak yang saya belajar di sini. Kalu dulu tak pernah masak .. Kat sini , saya belaja.. mencuba mcm2. Mungkin tak seenak masakan ma and even kakngah.. But atleast.. I at some point that I could say.. I've cooked this and that before!! Should be something to be proud of rite?

Di Malaysia, mmg saya belaja bahasa Inggeris.. tapi guna tak selalu.. Mungkin ade org mmg sll 'speaking' kat umah dia. Tapi tidak bagi saya. Still remember, the day I left Malaysia to come here. gementar sgt.. bukan takut barang kena curi ke, sesat ke ape ke.. tapi yang paling saya takut .. saya tak leh speaking bile ade pape.. Serious... Tu yang plg saya takut masa tu .. Mungkin sbb doa ma abh sekeluarga, saya jadi kuat.. Redah aje.. Rasanye.. paling penting kena humble .. and be brave. Jgn takut kalu bt salah.. And yang saya selalu ingatkan diri saya.. kalu salah pun xpe.. bukan kena denda ke ape..

This is quite a journey for me.. Walaupun sekarang English still kong kang kong kang.. but atleast perasaan takut tu dah hilang .. I speak with english native speaker quite alot since I stay with International student and being the only Asian in Botany Dept.. make me stronger,,,each day!! Even now, I dare to make jokes, socialize with ppl and most important thing I could say.. I improve!!

Last yr kena amik 5 paper termasukla thesis preparation. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. Dia saje yang tahu.. betapa susahnya mengharungi hari2 sebagai student di sini.. Kelas di sini jauh beza dari Malaysia.. Open your mouth, speak up.. if not.. .... ZERO for participation.. Read, read and read.. broad up ur knowledge,, in my case mmg saya muntah.. baca reseach articles dan mcm2 lagi. Ppl says 'its not about quantity ,, but its about QUALITY' .. Hurrmm.. how should I put this... it requires both... The more you read, more knowledge.. n of course high quality all along... Tu belum lagi presentation!! Internal assessment!! EXAM!! Sgt2 menakutkan..

Last yr, my aim mmg nak lulus je.. cukupla.. Eventually, Allah blessed me again.. I was shocked.. I didnt see my result online. Didnt have any guts to see it. But when I received the result.. I lost my voice, rs sejuk sgt2.. kaki mmg menggigil...seriously.. only tears!!! I managed to get 1A, 2A- and 2B+. A for thesis preparation? Oh my God!! Not in million yrs I could possibly imagine in my entire life... I wonder it is just sympathy? And I wasn't a freaking smart student when I was in school b4. Trust me.. I was surprised when 2 kiwi friends showed me their exam results. They got below me? Are you for real? Sharing this with you guys isn't that I wanted to show off. Plz don't get me wrong. Just wanted to share my moment of happiness in my study. :)

Love? Not so happy I guess.. Long distance relationship is quite tough for me..Maybe thats the price I have to pay after getting good grades in studies. Allah definately knows the best!! I truly believe that. After setahun lebih,, yang saya jaga sebaik mungkin.. tak lagi mampu sy simpan.. Tapi Alhamdulillah.. ade seseorang yang mulanya teman biasa sudi menyapa hati saya. Buat masa sekarang.. saya tidak berharap lebih.. biarlah sampai abis study.. KAlu ade jodoh pasti xkemana kan.. Kami berkawan!! Harap2 berpanjangan.. Minta dipanjangkan doa dari semua!!

When it comes to health.. this could be the most worried one.. CUaca kat sini mmg condongney ke arah sll skt.. ASTHMA datang menyerang..dan batuk teruk lebih 3minggu. itu yang plg major rasanye.. tak leh saya nafi.. Tapi alhamdulillah.. dapat survive lagi skrg.. Immune system is getting better I guess!! hihi..

Hurm.. tu saje kot setakat nie... Tibe terpandang belakang.. ingatan utk diri sendiri.. utk tidak mengalah .. just a lil more left.. This battle will be done.. I'll fight to the end!! for the sake of Allah Almight who keeps pouring me with His love, Beloved ma, abah, along, kakngah and adiksue who love me endlessly with no doubt believe in me. and for caring teachers and friends who never judge me wrongly, keep wishing me all the best in life over and over again ..

xoxo
~sweetlittlesunshine~

P.s. Plz keep shining on me!!

.: Dia Makin Tua :.

2008-09-05T15:34:00.000-07:00

-Pkai cermin mata hitam sbb nak bgi nampak cool skit..
tapi sbnarnye nak cover style rmbut yang xcun.LOL-

Today, 6th Sept 2008, ade sorang budak sambut hari lahir .. tahun ni dah 22 thn..
U makin tua!! yay!!

Mr. B :P
Happy Birthday..
Wish u all the best in life..
Jangan asyik tido je.. Final dah dekat...
Don't give up!!

p.s: BISU \(^o^)/

xoxo
~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: Ramadhan datang lagi : Aku, Lab & Air kosong :.

2008-09-02T05:55:00.000-07:00

Salam ramadhan buat semua.. hari ni baru hari ke2 pose kat NZ.. lewat sehari dri Malaysia.
huhu...Sbb xde org nak umum bile pose kat sini, mmg tertunggu2 sgt..
kul 10 kot baru dapat msg pose ari selasa..

Then 1hb Sept malam tu.. saya berkesempatan solat Terawikh...
8rakaat kat sini.. mmg menggugat kesabaran gak tau.. panjang sgt..
tapi sbb cuaca yang ok... xberpeluh mcm kat Msia..
rasa relax je solat Terawikh..

2nd Sept.. mula lah .. ari 1st pose.. huhu.. nikmatnye arini.. aritu baru cakap ,,
rindu nak berpeluh mcm kat Msia. Kemarin the whole day panas..
Tapi xla seterik kat Msia.. suam2 kuku je.. heheh..
Ari Selasa, as usual ade Lab demonstrating (BIOL 113).. start kul 1.30 ..
abis xtentu.. arini abis kul 4.45pm.. mcm biasa soalat dlm lab..
dari dulu lagi budak2 dlm lab akan pelik tgk saya solat kat sudut lab.
konon2 plan nak gi bukak pose kat masjid.. FOC.. hehe..
tapi ade 1 prob la plak..

Careless sungguh minggu ni.. lupe tgk jadual..
Malamnye kena invigilate midterm test.. aduiiiii..
buka pose 6.16pm... kena ada kat dept kul 6.30..
tersilap timing plak buat keje kat lab sendiri..
6.20 baru turun pg dept..
akibatnye.. juadah berbuka pose ari pertama saya di sini..
AIR KOSONG aje... solat pun kat Lab..

The whole day,, berdiri hampir 7 jam.. kaki mmg skt yang amat sgt, ketar kepala lutut...
kena gagahkan jugak sbb tugas.. Malam tu balik.. settle2 ape yang patut..
mmg terus tertido.. Alhamdulillah la..
sbb hp btul2 kat telinga.. bunyi text masuk.. terjaga jap..
be2 xleh tido lak..
amikla pluang tu solat terawikh..

Penat sgt2 kot.. smpai tertido dgn kain sembahyang atas sejadah..
hurm.. apela nasib ramadhan kali ni.. mcm same je ngn thn lepas..
balik2 berbuka kat lab.. sedihnye.. tapi takpe.. dugaan kan?
i'll be strong as i promise myself to be stronger and stronger each day..
for the sake of my graduation on time and going back soon...
gambate yana!!!

xoxo

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: First TiMe StUdEnT ..HuHuHu :.

2008-08-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

Huhu.. what a weekend for me..

After frustration in the lab..
I joined Toroans to Queenstown again for a ski trip.
As usual I was excited..

We stayed @ Queenstown Lodge..
I prefer this place.. It is well heated ..
I felt like in Toroa .. very warm..
And also .. free breakfast..
Yummy :P

Skiing was fun but seriuosly...
it was hard ..
Harder than I thought..
It was supposed to be 2 day skiing..
but because of bad weather ..
very windy and super duper cold..
I decided to not going on the 2nd day.. lucky we can get refund!!
But at least I can say.. I've learned how to ski
and I knew how does it feel..
I've never put this in my dream list..
But.. I'm soo glad that I chose to do that!!

These are some photos from one of my fav weekend!!

xoxo
~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: Ho.. Ho.. Ho.. :.

2008-08-13T17:35:00.000-07:00

Those experience were soooo sweet.. I love travelling so much
(do not mention how broke I am now.. LOL)..
But on top of everything, I love it sooo much.. nothing can't replace all these..
Winter isn't a good time to travel tho.. but I love it.. Different season offers you different experience.. trust me..
I wish I can bring my family here one day and see all these with me..
And of course my beloved friends back home

P.S mira...baik ko start kumpul duit skrg.. hehehe

xoxo
NZ.. U'll be missed.. always
By me :P

~sweetlittlesunshine~

080808 vs 060708

2008-08-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

o8o8o8
huhu.. what a pretty date to remember
to be honest.. i did't have any special event happened to me on this day..
but atleast the whole world would definitely remember
the opening ceremony Beijing 2008
That was awesome..
Congrats China!!

And..
Congrats to one of my high school friend @ my best friend YM friend huh
Nurul Akmar Rasli
who got married on that day
which she chose to be akad nikah-ed at 8am.
I'm very happy for you Kemar
Wish u all the best in life together with your loved one..

But.. I will always remember this date
o6o7o8
I was very tired on this day after coming back from Bersatu Games
and stranded in Oumaru for a nite
because of heavy snow...
Despite having cold in Dunedin..
someone warmed my heart
again...
he made me smile n atleast my heart cried inside
\(^o^)/

P.S.
Thank you so much BB for stand out for me.
Thanx for having courage n guts to reveal ur feeling for me..

teruterubozu once said hata san
It doesn't rain forever
and a nite wo'nt last forever
Let's give our best shot
Gambate !!!!
p(^o^)q

xoxo
~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: Seriously, Yana Needs These.... :.

2008-08-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

tagged by Dlyn Azmi

These are what I get from Google ' Yana Needs'.. huh..
entah sape2 la yana yang dimaksudkan ek...

"Yana needs help"
Are you serious? I need it badly!!

"Yana needs your support"
Yes, yes, yes.. I need it too.. plzzzz

"Yana needs to be kicked out"
from NZ I guess! Too long already.
Kak @ my high school friend told me
" ko macam mengembara seumo hidup!" :P

"Yana needs to be treated with more sensitivity in India"
Why India? hehehe.. I guess It refered to Yana Gupta..
Which I don't know who.. hahhah

"Yana needs to make a name for herself"
already have it.. [Yanacomot]-not too bad right?

"Yana needs your financial support"
hahahha.. why this sounds soooo true..
.Does all Yanas in the world facing same problem? I wonder....

"Yana needs volunteers to answer Santa letters"
Maybe i need volunteer to help me finishing my reserch project,
finding my babies@ plants back, and writing reports and
bla bla bla...

"Yana needs a blood transfusion"
for what? hahhah.. atleast not for now.. but thank you :)

"Yana needs him."
I need a guy who has guts to tell the world that
he loves me after his mother..
I wonder who has what it takes.... :(

"Yana needs to chill"
To be honest.. I need it.. tell me how..

"Yana needs to lend us all her girl powa"
can anyone tell me what is POWA? hahahaha..

Now, it's time to tell you guys what do I need.

What does Yanacomot needs?

1-Yana needs to work out or loose some weight
bile balik boleh makan puas2

2-Yana needs all my 'babies' back
waaaaa... pokok2 ku dh mati.. cmne nk abiskan mster ni!!

3-Yana needs lots of cash
hehehe... blh buat bungy lagi..yay!!

4-Yana needs a good luck
a real good one!!

5-Yana needs a man in her life.
a real gentleman! No joking...

6-Yana needs marriege
not because most of her friends got married..
but at least I have a dream too.

7-Yana needs to recharge her battery
to finish her studies. It has been too long for a piece of MSc, which I didn't feel this tired when I was in UKM.

8-Yana needs a real moist choc cake
rindunye nak makan.. sape blh tolong bt? heheh

9-Yana needs new clothes, jeans, shoes, sandals, etc...
seriously... I need those..
need some shopping, real shopping..
( miss Mid Valley, OU, The Curve etc.. so muchhhh)

10-Yana needs TO GO BACK
this is the ultimate one.. [kakak@my niece sll tnya"bile cikcik nak balik?] waaaaaa.. can't put everything into words... (in tears.... :(( )

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: VAmpires on my Birthday :.

2008-07-29T18:18:00.000-07:00

July 28th 2008
I will never forget my birthday this year.
My flatmates and Ofeira scared me to death.
I never thought I'll be scared like this.

I was very tired on that nite, after coming back from Queenstown
and went to watch Batman ( The Dark Night),
n even more tired looking at the huge laundry taht I had to manage.

I went to the kitchen to drink some water and saw this on our white board.
But i don't even care. Maybe that was the price that I had to pay 4 not pay attention about the warning ...

I knew I will celebrate my bday tomorrow n not once I thought my flatmates will surprise me. Don't know why.. Maybe because I was too tired. And then, some1 rang the bell. I went to open it....

AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
I screamed out loud.. i'm seriuosly scared with that mask!! n I couldn't do anything. Just screaming n crying.. hahhahahaha!!

They had a party at Roto's flat b4 scaring me!!
Iram was the cameraman of the nite.
Thanx Iram..

I forced to take off the mask.. I hate it!!

My heart beats so fast and I still in shocked!! Couldn't say a word..
Lovely Ofi came with her guitar and played the Birthday song for me.
Again I cried.. They all touched my heart..
To be honest !!

See.. They even made all of these just for me!!
Yummy choc cake from Sweetheart Sharnita,
Delicious Jelly from Grace Sweetie
and Happy Bday Cookies from Lovely Dora!!
What a bless to be their flatmate!!

A card from my flatmates.. Now we are called PS DOGY!! instead of AROHA
P-priyanka, S-Sharnita, D-dora, O-ofeira, G-grace and Y-yana!!
How awesome are they!!

My photo is sooo funny.. hahhaah
Thanx guys!!

Later on that nite,, we went to Tokyo Garden to have a dinner together. A bit sad coz Priyaka wasn't here on my bday..

My flatmates really having fun on that nite,
They even gave me all the scary masks. Waaa.. I don't want ...!!
Before I blew off the candle on midnite, I made a wish
"I want another present!! "
Guess what.. My wish came true..
Lovely necklace from my flatties!!

These are all presents from my beloved friends here..
My sweet Mykhail came with a rose.
My flatmates gave me a pretty necklace , a card and also all the vampire masks!!
Lyn gave me a very nice chocolate
My dear tammy and Tosin gave me a card and a gift card for manicure!!
Toroa gave me a card and also a cake!!
And last but not least, BOssy gave me a card and also a lil monster keychain!!
and not forgotten, my family back home sent me a lovely card!!!

P.s: Special thanx to all friends from all over the world who texted me, wish me on YM and Frienster!!

I love you guys soooo much
with all my heart!

~sweetlilltlesunshine~

.: Truly awesome adventures :.

2008-07-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

Journey to the very tip of North Island was amazing. but 4 now I dare to say that was the scariest thing I've done in my entire life. I dont feel like going there anymore. Hmm.. Cape Reinga is such a wonderful place. It is a point where 2 oceans meet. Tasman Sea and Pacific Ocean appear very different although both stay at same place. What a creation from Allah Almighty!!

My trip from Bay of Island to Cape Reinga began early in the morning. I remember it was raining on that day. Me and Grace went by Awesome Adventures NZ Bus. What I love about that trip was the driver told us many interesting stories, word by word and I could understand everything. On the way to Cape Reinga, we stopped at the ancient Kauri Forest (Kauri ni macam pokok balak la.. sangat2 besar). I was amazed by the size of the Kauri tree and this forest is still exist dari mula NZ wujud. Unfortunely, because of illegal logging and human settlement only 15-20% of the forest remain now. one of the famous quote from Maori people is "Our land is for our grand grandchildren, not for our son".. That was the spirit of Maori ancestor to the land and nature who they believe this land gives them everything. and because of their protectiveness, this ancient Kauri Forest is still exist.
Arriving Cape Reinga, around lunch time.. we were told that after the morning tea stop, there were no shop or stop for about 4 hours. huhu.. The highlight at Cape Reinga is the light house where is the very end of the North Island of NZ. so we had to walk from the car park to the light house. Gosh.. it was raining and super duper windy!!! I swear.. super duper windy!!! I couldn't tell how strong it is. We had to hold every single poll, step by step. Even one tall and big guy hold the poll in order to reach the end. This is why I feel this is the ultimate scariest experience for me. I could die because of the strong wind, throwing me away to the Pacific Ocean.

Calm Pacific Ocean~

Fierce Tasman Sea~

The strong wind came from the Tasman Sea. It was so rough, wavy and the water is light blue. It is very different from the Pacific Ocean which was so calm and darker in colour. We were trying so hard to take photos here, considering we won't come again in the future. :P But we survived!!

Only 2 left!!

We were here for 2hours. And on the way back, here is another adventure. I was aware that we are going to go along the 90miles beach. Every single people must have a clear picture of what is a beach. But I was wrong this time. 90miles beach is not a beach. It is an open shore all along Tasman Sea. Huh... Are you for real? It was a very long drive and sooooo scary. At least it is, for me!!

IT IS NOT OPEN TO ANY VEHICLES, ONLY REGISTERED BUS!! NO CARAVAN !! NO 4X DRIVE!!

All along the 90 miles beach

10minutes stop @ 90 miles beach

Very huge sand dunes. and guess what, u can try sand boarding~~
I felt like i was at a very windy and cold desert..

I guess we chose the right company.. It was truly an awesome adventure for me. A day trip to Cape reinga really once in a life time experience!! It was quite a journey to remember !~~

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: My Shadow Feet Fall at the Sky Tower :.

2008-07-16T18:24:00.000-07:00

2nd part of my holiday in Auckland was in town with Grace and Sharnita. huhuh.. It was raining heavily on that day... But as usual.. we were all fight with all mother nature's element.. It's holiday time ,, we didn't want to just stay at home and watching tv.. huhuhu.. Kat sini.. dapat rasa naik train.. i think this is my 1nd time naik train di NZ. Last year kat Welly with Nuzul n Jihan.. Train dia ala2 KOMUTER di Malaysia.. tapi tak pelu beli tiket and scan tiket.. Tunggu train.. masuk and ade conductor jual tiket.huhuhu.. From my observation, adela some ppl yg masuk n duduk .. pastu bt bodoh xbeli tiket.. huhu.. not fair but nasibla..

Me @ Britomart Train Station, Auckland, NZ

Tribute to spiderman ..huhuhu..

Us having fun.. I'm soo happy to be up here.. don't know why.. Over excited!!

Auckland City Sky Tower 328m

My Bee ~ni aje yang berkenan dimata sebagai tnda kenangan di Sky Tower. huhu..

A day with both my sweetheart Grace and Sharnita was awesome. It was fun, although we didn't get a chance to go to many places, but at least I can say,
I've be to Sky Tower.
This was really my ultimate dream in Auckland. The highest land mark in NZ.
BUt to be honest, Auckland city is pretty much like KL.
I wanted to do sky jump but my financial was very tight. but I do hope I can come back and do it. and go to Whaiheke Island which we were planning to go to at the first place.

More fun coming up.. huhuhu

P.S. I have lots of photos but I can't be bother to post them all. I will upload them in my photopages.

to be continued...

~sweetlittlesunshine~

"My fav song from a kiwi singer Brooke Fraser. Hope u guys enjoy it!!"

2008-07-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

huhu.. i'm back..after a very long holiday.. i guess that was the longest vacation i've been doing since i came here.. absolute awesome time.. ( without thinking about lab and studies..hihi).. now. just want to update what was my trip all about..

My trip began from dunedin to Christchurch by bus..aouchhh... 6hours!! sometimes its too long to handle.. but xleh nak bt ape.. tu la yg paling murah .. grace, sharnita and me arrived in Christchurch around 11pm.. foggy and damn cold...huhu.. our 1st plan was going straight to the airport and had a camp there.. but unfortunately, no shuttle to the airport..huhu.. so .. nak tak nak.. we all sume kena la ronda2 town dgn beg besar cari tmpat tido.. but 1 more thing, we were not aware off was ch.church is a host for All black VS England on the next day.. most of the backpackers were all full.. damn it.. at the end.. we finally got a room to rest.

COCKERS Backpackers.. huhu.. abit further up from town.. the room was cold. seriously..and one thing I can't forget was the reception gurl..O M G... she was Korean or Japanese I think... We were all couldn't understand a word of what she said.. and she was sooo clumsy... she kept changing our room rite after she gave us the key room.. well that was only my first nite!! huhu..

me with my bag packs :D

After what happened last nite, we all still want to gamble our energy and faith again. it was fun being a tourist, learning how to read map, asking people around for directions, and getting lost. lol!! We went aroud town for a while but considering sharnita and grace had to pull a very big luggage, so we decided to catch a bus to airport earlier.

Arriving at sharnita's place was such a bless. Her whole family welcomed us very well. I totally feel like home. Uncle Harri was waithing for us at the airport and with his 2 sons. He is very talkative and friendly. As he is working as a taxi driver, so he seemed to be our tourist guide, story this and this, and reminds us to be aware of the crime that could possibly happened while we were in Auckland.. And her family seem to know us quite well. they appologized us for not able to give this and that. O M G!!! oh ya.. Did i tell you about Sharnita's mom? About the cook? huhu.. It was awesome. Curry and dhal were all delicious.. yummy.. :)

B4 i end this entry, just wanted to show all af u this photo.this is my fav photo at Sharnita's place.. u know why? this photo really reminds me about where I came from. Ah.. untill now, it is hard to believe that I found this in Auckland. Small house with pagar zink, Compound full of fruit trees and veges.. Gosh.. I miss home alot but coming here was curing my heart.

... to be continued :)

p.s: sorry for late update :P!!

~sweetlittlesunshine~

:: Leaving on a jet plane ::

2008-06-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

happy holiday untuk sume pnduduk dunedin... huhu.. i'm going to North Island today with my dearest flatmates Grace and Sharnita.. huhu.. can't wait to enjoy my holiday..

here is my holiday plan:

20th june - Dunedin to Christchurch
21st june - Christchurch to Auckland
22nd june - Auckland
23-25th june - Auckland - Bay of Island - Cape Reinga
26th-28th june - Auckland to Wellington
28th june- 1st july - Wellington
1st- 4th july - Wellington to Palmerston North
4th july - Welly to Christchurch
5th July - Christchurch to Dunedin

yooo hooo.. looks very pack rite? hihi..
will update later about my trip this time.. hihih..
~i'm off~

~sweetlittlesunhine~

Leaving on the Jet Plane - John Denver

:: snow time ::

2008-06-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

I remember last year, I missed the snowing time here in Dunedin. Last nite, it was snowing.. couldn't enjoy the moment. u know wat, i had a dream that for once in my life i want to be at the snowy area on my birthday.. if i'm not mistaken, i've been dreaming about it since i received a pic from along when he was studying in Scotland long time ago. at the back of the pic, he once wrote,

"ni gamba along amik kat blkg umah along, adik2 jgn jeles, belaja sungguh2, insyaAllah nnti blh rs main snow kat negara org"

it was truly inspired me alot.. it sounds a bit doggy, seems like i want to come oversea just to play with the snow. but ya.. wat can i say, it was one of my wildest dream ever.
Along, i truly admire your charisma, your vision in life and just want you to know,
I AM THE LUCKIEST SISTER!!
thank you so much along..

and this morning, i wasn't in the mood to enjoy this,, but thinking about it is not always snowing here, i put my feeling and health aside, asking a favor for a ride to somewhere that i could possibly play with the snow. and again, my dream came true.

we went to signal hill lookout.. should go earlier,, but not in good health.. the sun already came out when we get there...

*peace* yes.. it is really a peaceful moment to see all these white snow

dare to get wet.. just for my own satisfaction..
along.. do you still remember the pose that u did in your pic? hahha...well, just a lil different.. but i was lying on the snow as well. :)

it was very very windy.. view from signal hill

really hope those will stay.. our hands together as a mark "WE WERE HERE"

just his foot print.. thanx buddy.. thanx!! snowy outting really put a smile on my face back..although it just for a while. but i really appreaciate it

instead of comot.. for the 1st time someone dare to add something to my nick name..
it is comot momot. it was alrite.. a bit funny.. but no heart feeling..
really hope i do get another chance like this again .. the weather is kind of sucks rite now.. it's killing me..coughing, flu, asthma.. but snowing time is awesome...
i'm hoping to go through this again on my 25th birthday
*finger crossed*
but who knows.. i might get lucky. :P *wink*

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: exam fever :.

2008-06-05T03:05:00.000-07:00

salam everyone...

now, if tak silap sume tengah sibuk study nak exam kot.. hahhaha.. sorry rasa happy giller .. sbb for the fisrt time jadi student.. NO EXAM FOR YANA... sorry guys.. jangan jeles.. masa anda semua akan tiba.. hihihih.. tapi tak perlula anda jeles ngan saya ni.. walaupun tak de exam...tapi hidup saya agak disaster sekarang ... pagi2 kul 7 dah kena kuar gi lab.. sejuk woooo... serious... kena pipet beribu-ribu lemon samples.. SENGAL..... banyak gangguan plak tu.. bukannye boleh buat keje ngan aman.. pastu kesihatan tidak di tahap optimum sekarang.. duhhhhh... dugaaan kan.. rasa nak nangis pun ade.. ( hahah .. bukan dah nangis ke? hahahah) ...

so .. sbb sekarang exam week utk budak2 otago kat sini.. walaupun dah ade yang dah start..

I WANNA WISH ALL OF YOU GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS...
DO YOUR BEST.. FIGHTING!!!!
TRUST YOURSELF!!
JANGAN OVER CONFIDENT!!
LEPAS EXAM.. ENJOYYYYYY!!!
EH.. DOA AND TAWAKAL !!!
:P

p. s. : sweet darling tosin, my dear tammy and cindy darling.. good luck for ur exam.. love you guys soooo much.. i'll cook and bake for 3 of you after your exam ya!!!
miss u heaps!!!! MUAHHHHHH

p. s. bossy..... studyyyy.. jangan tido je...air dah dapat .. ape lagi nak.. jangan naik lemak.. okeng!!!!

~sweetlittlesunshine~

:: They make me feel young :P ::

2008-05-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

:: rahmah, me, hani and aimi ::

:: coffee break @ Gloria Jean's ::

mereka yang menceriakan hari2 saya

HANEZA...
Bagi saya, dia sangat kelakar.
terhutang budi byk sgt kat dia.. time summer sll masak utk sy.
sume sedap2.(sumpah xtipu)
dia sgt rajin, bersih umah , keje n study...
heheheh..
sy suka dengar dia gelak.. comel sgt..
kecik molek n hitam manis je dia ni..
chomellllll...
hani, thank u soo much..
sorry tau if akak ade bt silap..
best gile kwn ngn hani..
sayang haniii...

AIMI syg...
Dia tinggi.. lawa...
Mek kelate.. (thanx 4 da dodol)
time summer sy pinjam bntal dia, slimut dia, slipar dia, hmm.. byk lgi kot.. :)
yg mengingat kan sy pd dia ialah tudung..
mesti menjadi punye la..
appearance terbaik punye
suka kwn ngn dia..
aimi syg,,,
thank u soo much for everything,,
sorry gak if akak ade wat silap
sayang aimi selalu :)

RAHMAH tomei...
dlm text.. dia mesti tulis..
ngeh ngeh ngeh-- if dia gelak..
okeng-- which means OK
dia mmg sll blh bt sy tergelak.. n tersenyum
sy selalu ganggu dia dgn cite2 sengal n sepal sy..
dia mmg one of a kind bgi saya..
rahmah.. thank u soo much
for accepting me 4 who i am,
for all ur time, text which u've spent for me.

hani, aimi and rahmah
time kasih ye..
our coffee break was nice!!
i tresured every single moment we had.
thanx heaps
LOVE YOU gurls..
wish u all the best in studies and life..
may our friendship remains 4eva

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: My NeW LeGo :.

2008-05-17T15:53:00.000-07:00

I declare this as my new lego..
Reliever (blue) is my Arry and Preventer (orange) is my Angu.
and no word is actually explained all these
which if i have, i would definitely cry and feel down..
Despite feeling so content with a good news from my supervisor on Friday,
i couldn't ignore being sad deep inside my heart.
I know, these stuffs won't restrict me to do most things I love but still
I need to carry them everywhere and any time.

I guess no one will like it.
but ya... I have to accept them.. and shouldn't stop hoping!!
Arry n Angu, plz be nice to me!!
:: YaNa... FiGhTinG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::

P.S. Thanx to my reminder. Really appreciate it!

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: My LucKy Charms :.

2008-05-13T01:14:00.000-07:00

I guees it is not too late to wish
:: Happy Mother's Day ::

Ma...
Kak Chik sayang ma sangat..
I owe you for the rest of my life..
you're my world
n you're simply the best!!

Mok..
Ana sayang mok sama mcm ibu Na sendiri,
Rindu sgt kat mok,
Thanx 4 being my second mum..

Mummy,
Love you, love you n i love you..

KaKngah,
Thanx 4 being motherly kind to me!!
Hardreena is so lucky to have you as her mum.
n I'm proud to have a sister like you.
Love you heaps :)

Mira darling..
miss u so much..
Love you always sweetie..
thanx 4 giving birth to my God son

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: My WisH CaMe TrUE :.

2008-05-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

Kawarau Bridge Bungy
Wednesday 23rd April 2008
:: My first bungy ::

... no words to describe all these experience ...
... hope these photos explained everything...

:: thanx to all my darlings tammy, tosino and cindy ::
:: to ma and abah, i have no intention to scare both of u at all, but this is one of my dream :) ::
P.S. I Love you all...
and I'll jump again, definitely :P
xoxoxo

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: In LoVe :.

2008-05-06T16:39:00.000-07:00

Errrr... ade sesuatu yang membuatkan diriku tak leh tido malam.. waaaa... bencinye mengingatkan seorang sahabat baik yg mengskype ku di US semalam. dh la skype guna hp canggih.. malas la nak ingat jenama n siri ape.. xblh blah...benci!!!! pastu bt video conferencing plak.. iskkkkkkk...

1st May aritu .. aku berlagak bukan main sebab pg tgk movie IRON MAN..(kredit to Bossy and Haziq) yang temankan aku.. walaupun dorang dtg lambat... dlm sejarah masuk cinema lambat.. kalah kan org lain.. sebenarnya tak la minat sgt ngan cite tu mula2nye.. n bile tgk cite tu pun .. bab terrorist tu mmg tak sukala..point to muslim again.. damnn,....tapi sbb minat gile kat kereta.. aku mula jatuh cinta... waaaaa.. mmg tak leh tido sih... AUDI R8..
p.s : Robert Downey Jr pun mmg hensem bangat dong!! mcm Dave Navarro..hihihi

Cun kan? mmg mabeles la.. perghhhh....tip top .. terbaik.. My friends mmg tau kot Audi mmg my fav car ever.. iskk.. bile nak blh dpt ni? hihihi.. berangan dulu ok kan.. To Rizzie and Ijal.. takpe2.. korang buat aku hangin smpai ke kepala this time.. aku masuk dlm buku hutang.. u know what i mean... Semalam.. mood mcm turun naik skit.. mula2 down dgn lab, then kuar minum lab mate ngn Haziq and sbb lapar n teringin sgt nak makan ayam.. pgla makan kat spice traders.. boleh la telan.. ( officially tidak lagi vegetarian. yay!!! ) .. then ingt nak tgk wayang.. tapi kensellllll.... next time la kot.then singgah umah adik2 piranha utk solat. tapi yang tak best.. balik.. muntah lagi.. sume kuarla.. kenapa ntah jadi cmtu.. tak kan dah xleh time meat lgsung kot.. waaaaa.... xnak la cmni..

lagi tensi.. tengah sakit kepala n blocked nose.. 2org 'sahabat' aku yg sedang bersuka ria dia US buat aku jeles plak.. mmg hangin smpai ke kepala la.. hahahhaha.. alasan je sbnrnye.. tak kire gak.. korang berdua hutang gua beb!!!! tak de diskaun2.. ok chaowww

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: H A T I :.

2008-05-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. sejak dua menjak ni.. ati macam kurang senang je.. tiada ape yg spesifik.. tapi sesekali merenung diri, ape yang telah berlaku, ape yg sedang dilalui dan ape yg bakal berlaku..rasanye tak terucap dan tak terluah melalui kata2..kadang2 hati dan minda terasa kosong. walaupun berada bersama teman2, bergelak ketawa, bergurau senda.. semua itu rencah kehidupan di dunia..

bibir mampu mengukir senyuman semanis gula, bersama2 turut ketawa, namun tak semua org sedar ape yg kite rasa, itu semua lumrah. tidak ku minta hati gundah gulana, airmata mnjadi teman setia, sayu dan sepi membalut tubuh bagai selimut. namun pasti ianya hanya sementara.

aku dan beban kerja di sini seumpama ombak dan pntai. badainya cukup kuat. kerap kali aku hanyut. tapi syukur ade teman yg setia menyelamatkanku.
kerapkali ati bertanya.. ati ini milik siapa? Dia, dia atau dia,,kekadang ku terlihat ade jawapan di depan mata. ada suara berbisik di cuping telinga dan ade jemari mencuit pintu hati. tapi hampa.. yang ku lihat kabur, yang ku dengar tidak jelas dan yang mencuit pintu hati sekadar datang menyinggah..

apekah sebenarnya yang bermain dibenak fikiranku? mata merenung jauh, tanpa sedar bibir tersenyum, tapi mata tiba2 berkaca, ada airmata jernih membasahi pipi. adakah semua itu tanda syukur dengan ape yg telah dikurnia padaku? Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk mengharungi semua ini.. kembalikan senyuman di hati ku. agar mampu aku tempuhi semua cubaan dan rintangan dengan tenang. mungkin terlau besar pemintaan ku terhadapMu. namun bantulah diriku dan berikan aku sedikit ruang di hatinya. walau bukan menjadi suri hati, cukupla sekadar teman penyuluh perjalanan ku..

Terima kasih Ya Allah, kerana Mu aku mampu bernafas, menikmati segala2nya.
Amin...

~sweetlittlesunshine~

.: A dReAm CaMe TruE :.

2008-04-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

Just a short entry for this time.. I have to pin something in my blog about this.. I told my family and friends b4 i came here... "I won't leave NZ with bungy jumping!". I will story later about this awesome experience. My photos haven't turn up yet in the website.. I will upload them here rite after i get it.. okay?

I know some friends will laugh at me.. Couldn't help it.. I jumped in pink.. Goshhhhh.... Just not me.. U think I care? LoL...
Sorry guys.. But my dream came true.. Yayyyyyy !!!! :p

~sweetlittlesunshine~