.: something that comot can say :.

sekali lagi, sy diuji. dilanda masalah kesihatan. xtau la nk ckp cmne.. sedih hati ni, xde sape yang tau. first n foremost, i would like to thank you to all ppl who help me to go through these tough moment with me. carried me all around. every single soothing word make me stronger nad stronger each day.

headache or migraine or watever u called it!! it happened for quite sometimes.especially on my right forehead. it is worse, coz my right eye become blurred and sometimes turn black. scary right? sekian lama, saya buat dek aje.. sejak akhir2 ni, sy rs xsedap badan, malam2 shiver yg sgt teruk wlpun heater kat sebelah. so dipendekkan cite,

thursday, saya pg student health, buat appoinment, so dptla jumpa Gp kul 2.15pm. so GP refer my case kat eye department, Dunedin Hosp. I went there with Mr. B. I couldn't help myself. i was scared and sad. sampai je kat sane, bagi surat yg Gp bagi, receptionist tu bgitau abis sessi ni kena byr nzd168.75. O. m G.. mmg sy xnk bt pun masa tu. sbb poket kering. n xsure insuran cover ke tak. but Mr B insist nk saya buat jugak. so sy pun stay la tunggu giliran. xla ramai sgt on that time , dh pkul 4 lebih msa tu. when it came to my turn, Dr Anne- Marie was the one who hold my case. maca2 test buat. eye sigt mapping, eye pressure checking, n so on la.. dia pggil kwn dia untuk dptkan second opinion. Body temp was 37.7'C.

Lucky, both of them were very nice. Both macam buntu gak, cos mata sume ok. so at 1st dorang suspect sinusitis. and after disscused with each other, they both agree to call their consultant. so, Dr Anne came to me again. at 1st saya ms sorang2. (dari dulu mmg saya malu if org tau sy sakit, i dont know why) but after heard so many scary things from both docs, i asked Mr B masuk. I believed he would understand better than me as he is a medical student.

So .... Dr Anne-Marie suggested me to do CT scan. nak check sinus and they nerves behind my eyes. I could see she was trying hard to explain as good as she can , so that I didn't get shocked with all scary medical term. at that time, i felt like I was in one of Dr House series. Listening to ppl, saying CT scan, MRI , nerves, something in brain, was scary. Scared to death!!! she did tell me that I did the right thing by coming and see the doctors. She actually wanted me to be admitted to the hospital as she saw me looking bad n very crook. but I told her, I did'nt want. I was very sure that I can handle this. so she arranged the CT scan for me the next day.

I was lucky, Salleh's mum is here, and she is everyone's mum here in Dunedin. She voluntereed herself to accompany me to the hospital instead of Mr B alone. Thank you makcik for being me the whole time. Teman kan saya pg amik darah pagi2 tu. Oh ya, did I mention that her cook is superb and always get ready a breakfast for me. i think twice kot. Thank you again makcik.

So after waiting for quite half an hour, I went to radiology Dept at 1st floor, xtau nk rs ape. rs mcm jasad je yang bergerak. tapi yg lain mcm dh mati. takut sgt. nak nangis pun mcm xde pape. sape tak scary. nk kena screening kepala otak. kang tetibe ade pape yg tak kena,,..... hmmm no comment...
mmg xde amik gamba la sepanjang proses ni.. tapi sume ni mmg segar dlm ingatan. after that, kena pg semula kat eye dept,.. i was so sad, thinking about my self yang selalu sakit, but Salleh's mum was able to make me laughed and smile although it was hard. At that moment, i think I was th only young ppl waiting to see the Doc. the rest were all old ppl. I was so depressed. seriously!! but I know, sume ni ujian kan!! so tunggu punye tunggu, dptla jumpa Dr Anne- Marrie smula, Mak salleh temankan.

Guess wat.. Ct scan result.. everything is fine. no symptom of sinus and everything. Ya Allah, lega sgt. Sakit mcm trus hilang. xde sape dpt rs sume tu. But, but and but, that didn't answer any Questions... my headache is still a mystery. So they doc said, i should finish my antibiotic for 2weeks and then come back for next check up. but, if anytime, saya skt, trus dtg hospital n she said , i need another scanning, which is MRI and kena refer neuro dpt... Gosh... i was stunned.

For now, saya berharap sgt antiobiotic tu can cure me. pls pls pls... until now, still skt lgi. but mata dh kurang blur. stakat ni jela.. my story.. i know, this time is very long rite..
But friends, thank you so much!!! for all your concerned and support!!!