.: something that comot can say :.

sejak 2 menjak ni ,, i feel sad..very sad,, xtau nk cite kat sape.. n kalu cite pun .. mybe org akan cakap.. biarla .. dh hobby dia.. but for me.. i doesn't make sense... seriously .. its too much.. i pendam je dlm ati,, smpai blh rs .. ati ni bengkak.. nak nangis.. sedih gile..

ape yang istimewa sgt dgn game tu.. kenapa main smpai mcm tu sekali? i pun malas gak nk bt ape2.. tapi tak la smpai cmtu sekali.. smpai xde rs nak bt ape2.. ye.. btul.. baru abis exam.. nnti dh start kelas xleh main.. yeke? komik pun blh baca time nak exam.. xtau nk bt ape.. i seriously cannot take it..

smpai ke kepala.. but this time.. biarla i membebel kat sini je,.. dia nk bt ape pun bt la.. i dont care anymore.. skt ati pun bukan org lain tau .. tgk smpai mana i blh tahan with all these stupid things.. i hate ppl who created all these things.. mmg la sbb one thing , i xreti nk main... tapi mmg xhingin pun main.. bgi sejuta pun xnk.. wat ever happened..

xsangka .. ade org sanggup ngadap bende tu smpai bilik xkemas.. lepas makan tinggal je.. orang hulur makanan pun blh suruh letakkan kat atas meja sbb xleh nk lepas kan sekejap sgt bnde tu.. O M G.. i seriously i cannot take it.. i tgh sabar... seriusly sabar.. i xnk membebel lagi dh .. biar je.. i mean it this time...

i try to accept hobby org yang macam ni.. tapi mmg xleh.. xkisah la nak main pun.. tapi biarla yang lain tu terjaga dgn eloknye.. "u ni cerewet sgtla"...ye sy tau sy cerewet... n very fussy... suka membebel.. ape lgi .. u name it.. but atleast i nk make sure everything is fine.. n back to order.. make sure tempat tinggal kemas.. ruang keje kemas n teratur..

hurm.. ntah la... mybe sume salah i la kot.. i dh xtau lagi nk bt cmne n ape.. lepas ni , i xkisah dh la.. ape nk jdi pun.. i need advise.. i xnk la halang hobby org as ppl dont care about mine.. but this could really affected my relationship.. ingat i suka sgtke nk membebel sesuka ati.. ingat xpnat ke.. i hate writing all these... tapi kalu xtulis kat sini.. mmg ati i skt gile.. i xnk blame other ppl.. n i know main tu sume xsalah.. nak main smpai mati pun xsalah.. but pls.. berpada - pada la..

so.. am I right? or I'm wrong again? maybe xde org blh bayang kan how I really feel now.. I think i need to be like b4. be independent!! xharapkan org lain too much.. wat everla.. i pen off skrg!!! i cume nak lepas kan ape yang i rs je kat sini...