.: something that comot can say :.

hurm.. while thinking about chucky's tag entry, as usual, i rather spend some time reading ppl's blog while listening to music. I found one blog who the owner is a girl studying medicine in Moscow. She said she is currently addicted to this song,
( she lists several songs same as below, but the song i hook the most is the first one :))

yuna
to be honest, i've never ever listen to Malaysian singing like this. If she didn't show the picture of this talented singer, i would definitely guess she's not Malaysian. ( I'm sorry, not that I'm doubting Malaysian talents, but it just very hard for me to believe)..

I'm very impress with her voice.. WOW!!! Way to go gurl... I hope she stays the way she is..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

Being far away from home, make me a lil behind with all updates and anything happens in Malaysia. N yes.. I could say, I'm a bit lost.. hihi.. and not to be mentioned la kan.. I mmg malas baca newspaper or berita2 online ni..

I didn't know when this is happening.. but while I was browsing people's blog, I found this

O.M.G ... are you for real? Datuk SRK? oh come on man.. this is too much.. I'm sorry Shah Rukh..I am a big fan of yours, but this is definitely too much. What is the point giving him a Datuk? Can someone tells me ?

Not that I'm jealous wat so ever.. but after I knew about this, I was disapointed.. If having a Datuk is so easy .. why not Gov give this title to all Malaysians who finished their studies in overseas.. Living overseas is not easy man.. we are all study so hard, behaved as good as we can just because we really love Malaysia.Nak jaga nama agama, bangsa dan negara!! After years of hardship, so many Malaysians received international awards from their studies.. And of course, tak de sape yang amik tau kan?

Ni la yang dikatakan, "kera di hutan disusukan,anak di rumah mati kelaparan" am I right?

teruk kan? hurm.. ape la lagi yang boleh dikatekan.. setakat boleh luah aje kat sini.. But I really hope a small honest writing like this could bring at least a lil change in future..

Congrats Syai, Timi, Nuzul and Hanis and also Mariam (not in the pic) for your graduation!!
Tumpang bangga and gembira utk korang !! :)

xoxo
comot yang emo dengan berita SRK!!

hihihii.. after long time.. tengok sana sini.. google sana sini.. tengok mana style rambut yang lawa and cun.. saya akhirnye potong juge rambut ni.. Rasenye keinginan ini timbul sebab banyak sangat tengok American's next top model kot.. hahahahah.. what can I say.. sume orang pun ade keinginan.. and for sure sume org nak cantik n hensem.. rite?

Lat year, masa datang sini.. before start pegi fieldtrip. I cut my own hair.. hhohoh.. pendek gile.. n xde style langsung.. So after a year. dah panjang la kan.. I want a wild cut!! not a descent style anymore.. Ye,, saya tau .. xde gune.. sebab pkai tudung.. xde sape nak tengok pun.. hohhoh. You're wrong babe!! This is what we called self-satisfaction. Puas gile.. I look younger and most important.. I feel younger as always.. With agy hairstyle!! hahaha... thanx Tyra!!! ( xleh blah kan..)

* sorry no picture this time... I don't have any intention to show to whole world*

just nak share how happy I am with my hair cut now after cutting 30cm rambut yang di jaga dgn penuh kasih sayang selama setahun... hehehe good bye my hair... sorry, but i have to get rip most of you from my head!!! and one more thing, I don't need hair band anymore.. yay!!!

Ni dia.. permata hati yang kami tunggu2.. akhirnye.. my beloved new born niece dapat balik..
yang ni muka bujur kan.. btw..yang sister..

dapat ke dibezakan?sorang muka bujur, sorang bulat..
nama dorang heleena felisa & heleeza farisa
(to be honest.. saya tak pasti yang mana 1)

yang pasti.. si kakak namanya hardreena farhana
sukanya kakak bergambar dgn her twin sisters
(i can't wait to go home.. seriously)..

xoxo
che cik

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

hurm.. it's quite long time i haven't update my sweetie here.. hehe.. n of course, i guess most of ppl in this world i guess have 1 same hobby which i don't know it's either good or not. LOL... the 1 that i meant is browsing videos in the YOUTUBE.. am i right? i think most ppl will agree with me.. n same goes to me..

pen off~~

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

oh my God.. look what i've found... connie talbot singing this song.. it's lovely!!
this is also for my beloved family and friends
whereever you are..

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

Dunedin on Dunedin.. What should I expect from u? NZ is one of the 4 seasons country.. huhu.. Really? i dont think so.. heheh.. Yesterday was a bit shocking for me.. I didn't expect weather would be that creepy.. Super duper cold.. It was almost like Autum/Winter..

Strong wind might be a normal scene in here. but yesterday.. i felt different.. colder n stronger wind compare to normal? Plus, It was snowing up to the hill, I could see whwn I was walking on the road, Slightly whitish layer covering the hill.. Shocking rite? And sleet and hail were pouring!! I have to say, I forgot how does the rain in Malaysia feels like.. heheh.. I try to remember not that I not.. hah.. But here it is icy cold.. huhu.. What a day in Dunedin..

Am I into fashion? Lucky, I'm not.. It is a bit weird for me if I heard ppl say..
"I need to buy summer clothes since it's summer now"
Even during sunny day.. I could see most ppl here wearing buble jacket, long n thick jacket and even pashmina covering a neck. Since I was the only one wearing hijab/ tudung in my department, so many ppl came to me and say
" U r so lucky.. having a scarf to cover yr head. U must feel warm! :D"

So ya.. like my supervisor said..
"expect the worst but hoping for the best!!"
"get ready ur jacket mate!!"

hurm... as usual.. today, at my fav spot in my room.. looking at the window.. the sun is playing hide n seek.. rain come and go.. Wind blows north and south.. or maybe east and west!! aha..
I think I miss this little boy... AfiQ.


P.s : my sistes texted me saying that one of my niece (1.9kg one,sorry no name yet) can come home today.. So happy !!

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

*tiramisu*
setelah sekian lama teringin nak mkn.. nk mkn kat sini xleh.. sbb ade alkohol..
taaa daaa.. ini la hasilnye..

*cheese cake*
ini plak cheese cake utk tammy (4 her 21st bday)
huhu.. saya sgt gumbira.. sbb ini yg plg menjadi.. huhu

*apam balik*
saya mmg suka mkn kuih la.. kalu kat trganu.. senang je.pg je kat ngadang kor tu.. tunjung aje ape nak mkn.. sume ade..
saya teringin makan apam balik.. so.. ini dia..

*tart telur*
ini mmg fav of all time..
n yang ni yang plg improve.. heheh

*lepat pisang*
jeng jeng jeng.. tengok ape yg saya mengidam.
lepat pisang yang saya eksperimenkan guna baking paper,,
kalu bt laporan.. bahagian result sgt positif..

*creme puff*
ini xmenjadi.. tapi blhla.. crustnye tidak tip top...
i put lots of effort tho.. blhla setakat mkn sorang..
xtau bile nak try lagi..

http://thepretender09.blogspot.com/2008/10/ayat-ayat-cinta.html
2-zul ilham
http://ilhamica.blogspot.com/2008/08/reading-is-to-mind-what-exercise-is-to.html

cukupla kot setakat ni .. ini semua ape yang terlintas difikiran saya.. dah lama sebenarnye,, tapi sekarang baru tergerak utk menulis..
akhir kalam..
semoga cinta yang kite pertaruhkan, membuatkan kite lebih kuat!!

xoxo
sweetlittlesunshine

orang lain dh abis exam, tapi budak ni baru nk start
selamat maju jaya buat semua 3rd yr medical student
otago univ.

bile tgk gamba ni, nampak dia sgt tekun study.. mybe i should take photos of him while he's reading online comic, playing psp n watching anime or drama..
lagi tekun dari study kot..

but overall, i know he's very dedicated when he spent his time for his academic stuff.
a bit more serious.. hehe

i might not be the best person to tell you about him
but as far as I know, he is a guy who can be matured at sometimes or mybe he acts like one.
i believe he is matured by nature :)
one thing about him is ,, he is a bit sengal. sometimes ..
in my words, he doesn't know how to express his feeling.
he rather choose to keep quiet or worse,,, he acts very sengal like this photo ( below )

hurmmm... ni la gaya org over stress or mybe ade urat dlm kepala otak putus..
A many appologize to Hani. Abaikan sahaja dia ni..

hahahahahhahaa
I wish you all the best. Gambate!!
Fighting!!!!!!

xoxo
ur comot

29th October 2008..
Me and my entire family were celebrating with full of
happiness,
Of course, waiting is such a pain,
Even my sis in Ireland and me here felt more than others,
Coz both of us only could wait any news from our family members in Malaysia.
To be honest, I could'nt sleep well on that nite.
I was praying so hard, hoping that 3 of them will be fine.
Three?
Yes, my sis just giving birth to twin gurls...
For the first time in our family..
But they were born pre-mature 8.5months,
1st gurl was 1.5kg and 2nd gurl 1.9kg,
I close my eyes, just wanted to imagine how small they could be,

Kakak will be excited too I guess!!
Cik cik always love you princess :)

Kakngah & a.Fahmi,
Congrates, From far, I am soooo happy to hear that.

To cik cik's tiny lil twins,
Be strong!!
I hope that both of you will be discharged from Special Unit Care soon..
Cik cik haven't see both of you yet,
But I knew I love you both!
Same as I love kakak dearly..

I'm eagerly waiting for photos..
Will update soon!!

xoxo
Sweetlittlesunshine

sekali lagi, sy diuji. dilanda masalah kesihatan. xtau la nk ckp cmne.. sedih hati ni, xde sape yang tau. first n foremost, i would like to thank you to all ppl who help me to go through these tough moment with me. carried me all around. every single soothing word make me stronger nad stronger each day.

headache or migraine or watever u called it!! it happened for quite sometimes.especially on my right forehead. it is worse, coz my right eye become blurred and sometimes turn black. scary right? sekian lama, saya buat dek aje.. sejak akhir2 ni, sy rs xsedap badan, malam2 shiver yg sgt teruk wlpun heater kat sebelah. so dipendekkan cite,

thursday, saya pg student health, buat appoinment, so dptla jumpa Gp kul 2.15pm. so GP refer my case kat eye department, Dunedin Hosp. I went there with Mr. B. I couldn't help myself. i was scared and sad. sampai je kat sane, bagi surat yg Gp bagi, receptionist tu bgitau abis sessi ni kena byr nzd168.75. O. m G.. mmg sy xnk bt pun masa tu. sbb poket kering. n xsure insuran cover ke tak. but Mr B insist nk saya buat jugak. so sy pun stay la tunggu giliran. xla ramai sgt on that time , dh pkul 4 lebih msa tu. when it came to my turn, Dr Anne- Marie was the one who hold my case. maca2 test buat. eye sigt mapping, eye pressure checking, n so on la.. dia pggil kwn dia untuk dptkan second opinion. Body temp was 37.7'C.

Lucky, both of them were very nice. Both macam buntu gak, cos mata sume ok. so at 1st dorang suspect sinusitis. and after disscused with each other, they both agree to call their consultant. so, Dr Anne came to me again. at 1st saya ms sorang2. (dari dulu mmg saya malu if org tau sy sakit, i dont know why) but after heard so many scary things from both docs, i asked Mr B masuk. I believed he would understand better than me as he is a medical student.

So .... Dr Anne-Marie suggested me to do CT scan. nak check sinus and they nerves behind my eyes. I could see she was trying hard to explain as good as she can , so that I didn't get shocked with all scary medical term. at that time, i felt like I was in one of Dr House series. Listening to ppl, saying CT scan, MRI , nerves, something in brain, was scary. Scared to death!!! she did tell me that I did the right thing by coming and see the doctors. She actually wanted me to be admitted to the hospital as she saw me looking bad n very crook. but I told her, I did'nt want. I was very sure that I can handle this. so she arranged the CT scan for me the next day.

I was lucky, Salleh's mum is here, and she is everyone's mum here in Dunedin. She voluntereed herself to accompany me to the hospital instead of Mr B alone. Thank you makcik for being me the whole time. Teman kan saya pg amik darah pagi2 tu. Oh ya, did I mention that her cook is superb and always get ready a breakfast for me. i think twice kot. Thank you again makcik.

So after waiting for quite half an hour, I went to radiology Dept at 1st floor, xtau nk rs ape. rs mcm jasad je yang bergerak. tapi yg lain mcm dh mati. takut sgt. nak nangis pun mcm xde pape. sape tak scary. nk kena screening kepala otak. kang tetibe ade pape yg tak kena,,..... hmmm no comment...
mmg xde amik gamba la sepanjang proses ni.. tapi sume ni mmg segar dlm ingatan. after that, kena pg semula kat eye dept,.. i was so sad, thinking about my self yang selalu sakit, but Salleh's mum was able to make me laughed and smile although it was hard. At that moment, i think I was th only young ppl waiting to see the Doc. the rest were all old ppl. I was so depressed. seriously!! but I know, sume ni ujian kan!! so tunggu punye tunggu, dptla jumpa Dr Anne- Marrie smula, Mak salleh temankan.

Guess wat.. Ct scan result.. everything is fine. no symptom of sinus and everything. Ya Allah, lega sgt. Sakit mcm trus hilang. xde sape dpt rs sume tu. But, but and but, that didn't answer any Questions... my headache is still a mystery. So they doc said, i should finish my antibiotic for 2weeks and then come back for next check up. but, if anytime, saya skt, trus dtg hospital n she said , i need another scanning, which is MRI and kena refer neuro dpt... Gosh... i was stunned.

For now, saya berharap sgt antiobiotic tu can cure me. pls pls pls... until now, still skt lgi. but mata dh kurang blur. stakat ni jela.. my story.. i know, this time is very long rite..
But friends, thank you so much!!! for all your concerned and support!!!

mira, achik , me n aaron tintong!!
best gile ms ni..

saya tau, dh sgt lama sy tak update pape di sini, sy xtau nk tulis ape, i mean nk share ape2, byk bnde exciting sepanjang Syawal ni, tapi byk jugak gundah gulana dlm hidup sy ni setakat ni. bilik sy pun dh mcm tongkang pecah, i hardly recognised my own room. n i hate it so much. i need some change i guess. i miss my home kat Trganu, seriusly!! n umah knagh dulu. bile ingt ke sume ni, my eyes become crystal clear n it starts raining n pouring!!

From diary or calendar, ppl might say i almost finished. yup! thats true. suddently i feel empty, i don't know what i want. i dont know what i want to do after this. to be honest, i enjoy being a student. but so many times, i complained how sick i am,, studying, studying , studying.. mybe many friends feel jealous with me, sbb blh study kat oversea n so on. but u guys should know, i envy u guys more than anything. terutamanya, kwn2 yg dh settle down, .. hmm. ntahla.. susah nk cite..

me n mira masa training make up
miss u so much darling!!!

Ramadhan hampir tamat.. sedih kan.. kalu pk2 .. ikut plan.. this will be my last Ramadhan in NZ. Twice celebrating Ramadhan here. alhamdulillah.... mmg best sbnrnye.. ape taknye.. cuaca xsepanas Msia.. xla dahaga sgt.. lapar pun kurang la.. boleh selalu berbuka di masjid dgn sisters lain. Tak perlula ingt sbb xleh gi bazar Ramadhan ke, makan masakan ma ke.. it dah mmg sah la sedih kan.. maybe next yr.. kalu dipnjang kan umo.. dapat pose kat Msia.. sedih plak... sbb teringat suasana pose kat NZ.. ah.. tidakkkkk.... yang psti mmg xsbr nk balik..

So Insyaallah.. raya pun kali ke2 la kat sini.. kalu tahun lepas, saya dipertanggungjawapkan utk bt satay.. tahun pun mcm tu pada mulanye.. tapi dgn besar hati saya bagi Imran bt.. I know he can handle it.. sy datang tolong aje.. happy sgt sbnrnye!!! tanggung jawap tu sgtla besar.. bayangkanla 30kg daging.. perghhh...

Sedih sebenarnye ni.. ma n abah thun ni beraya xde sape kat umah.. kakngah sarat mengandung.. doktor xbagi balik trganu.. paln along xjadi plak.. sbb Jaja kena chicken pox..hummm.. xleh bayang la cmne.. mana la ma n abh pnah raya bedua aje..
mmg la ade sedara mara n jiran tetangga.. tapi .. every yr.. mmg ade nye kami adik beradik kat umah.. ms malam raya.. Dugaan besar sungguh tahun ni..

Utk ma n abah.. Insyaallah.. kc akan balik next yr.. both of you wont be alone.. no more...i'll be back for good!! mintak ampun dan maaf dri kc lahir sampai sekarang!!! I love you both!! you mean the world to me..